Hello everyone!

This is my first question on mpuaforum!


A short presentation and then the question:

I did a lot of mistake in my life. My personal development has had ups and downs.
Now unfortunately it's not a period like other because I lost my principal boost: the hope to become a better man (with women and more in general with the people; in the other sectors of life (study - health - finances) I'm ok for now).

In the last three years after a lot of mental pain and rejections (street, pub and university game) I had only three women and all of them were hb < 8.
Only once I almost succeeded to pick up a hb > 8 but I was in my better form.
But since 6-8 months, I don't know why, the decline. It's all opposite.
First of all, I lost my best wing, then with the get close the thesis (bachelor's degree) I stopped the sport activities and the Game.

I lost my mindset and the hope and I don't know how to restart both.

I mean, when I see a hot chick I would want fuck her in a ton of modes but without correct mindset I don't bring anything at home and therefore is getting worse.

The biggest problem, imho, is this:
"what it revolutions the life and psyche of an individual are the external results." (quote)
and I have not still achieved anything of all of this and at the end I don't believe even more.


Well, thank you for your suggestions and, as always, I'm sorry for my not perfect english

W Lion