I want to share this.

I go towards a long queue in which people are waiting for something. I ask some what they are waiting for, they tell and I enqueue. In front of me there are some girls now, behind me there are some girls. Two rows in front of me there is a cute girls with some guy.

Of course, having asked what they were waiting for and given a reply, nobody talks to me any longer. As usual. As it has always been. So I stir up a conversation, make an effort and the conversation fizzles out. No contribution, no nothing. By acting like this they say: "I want to stand here and look angry". Of course the woman two rows in front of me neither talks to me nor to anyone else but the guy.

Alright, now according to pu theory I should stir up another conversation and try to include the target.

In this video the guy says that your mentality is "Of course she has a boyfriend" - which I assume him to be - " she is good looking, so what".

But I am not "so what". I think

• So I should entertain that woman who is not giving value, who doesn't even look at me, with a guy?
• So I should entertain some women who are neither good-looking nor giving value?
• All hoping that somehow miraculously she will give me her number or meet me afterwards where I again have to give value for her to consume?
• Nobody, literally nobody in this queue does anything to improve the mood and they all get laid. Why should I improve anybody's mood just because some book states so?

Then I think "Does this thinking help me anything?" No, they don't but talking to her with "I like you" won't improve anything either. That woman will likely say: "I am sorry, this is my boyfriend" and then what? I am not allowed to beat him up if he doesn't try to beat me up. So what do I do? Talk to the woman about what? The weather? Hoping that she will somehow like me? And if there is no interest at all go back to my place in the queue and pretend that nothing happened?

Why can't that woman initiate contact with me? Why do I have to initiate every single contact with anyone like I am surrounded by autistic retards?

The only times I came into contact with women and it turned sexual was because I initiated it. Sure, woman saying "Excuse me" when I am standing "in their way" don't count as they are not sexual.

I resent women for not initiating contact with me even though I give them the opportunity and I resent the community for not coming up with anything but giving value to random people who neither did anything themselves to earn it nor show gratitude. They take until the dancing monkey session is over and then leave. Like value taking black holes.

And it's the same every single time. In a queue, in a classroom, in university. Leechers everywhere.