Ok so I have blephritis which has no real consequence except cock blocking me IRL. All it is is my tear ducts in my eyes are blocked and/or stretched and worn and my eyes do not regulate moisture normally. So they are usually either dry and itchy or watery. There is no cure.

So basically all day long I have to run around either drying my eyes with some kind of cloth, usually my shirt sleeve, or itching them with said cloth. Its a pain in the ass. It definitely makes a difference when I am trying to talk to someone and my eyes start to water so I have to either stand there looking like I am crying, or dry them and look like I am crying anyway. It kills my respect with men, and makes me have to break eye contact with women.

And to tell you the truth, now that I think about it, I have trouble maintaining eye contact with people anyway, it just adds or maybe exacerbates the problem. I have eye drops that help temporarily but I cant put them in all the time its bad for my eyes, its pretty much unavoidable that I have to dry my eyes in front of people. I am very insecure about it. Any suggestions?