brother I know exactly what you're going through. My friends all got into drugs I went a long time with no friends and always found NYE a depressing time. I know nye is probably the hardest night of the year to sarge solo, but I gaurantee you will feel better about yourself if you do. What I'm gonna suggest is call up some friends talk to them get in a social mood listen to some music get yourself in a good mindset go out and sarge like its just another night. I did that last year and had the fucking time of my life!! If you want some more tips on this go to
www.badboylifestyle.com look up badboys guide to going out alone.
Good luck brother I know its a hard night to sarge alone,but go and do it. If you're not comfortable in a club go to a house party who knows you might meet someone there.