Hello guys

, it's been quite some time since i have been here , the main reason is because i am kinda nervous about college , about me : i'm 20 i am 187 cm like 120 Kg (fat),but i look really big and intimidating , kinda ugly, i have a verry low opinion about myself. I need few advices on how to make new friends and become the life of the party and shit, i'm still a virgin, all tho i kissed 3 girls

,one of them was about to fuck but cockblock happens.I will probably stay in a home university for students with 3 or 2 other dudes wich i don't know. And i want to become friends with them . I want to become an Alpha Male hopefully ,be verry popular for once xD . I want to lose the weight but it's hard cause i lost my ambition and hope i will get to gym and get fit . I don't know if i will be able to get a girlfriend cause from my point of view no one likes a fat guy ! Waiting for advices , thanks alot
