| hi all, heres a little back ground, three weeks ago i left a 2 and a half year long relationship through a stupid fight i said i wanna break regreted it asked for her back she said no...now it was up n down me being a complete AFC for about a week before we met up to talk and i told her fuck the crap we can have a nice night talk on way back to we went out for a nice meal bit of seriousness etc, on way back got it all out, and basically she said i had changed which was true and she didnt love the guy i became, i was now boring had no goals or lost sight of them anyway and she had spent 6 months trying to convince me our relationship was fine and i still got paranoid...
anyway thats during the next week my nans passed and i began to think life was to short and i was nearly hit by a car and went into like an uncontrolled rush, and wanted to fix my life there and then so it has begun...we still talk etc and she keeps slipping up like calling me babe, or the other day i gave her and her mate a lift and when i arrived she went to hug and kiss me full on and i move and gave her a bro hug, told her she needs to watch out that cant be happening and she just smiled and said i no sorry....anyway ive been keeping her around just not always i guess u could say its LIGHT contact, and the other day i objectified her a good one, by teaching my friend the basic of PICK UP with her in the back and used her a test dummy nothing else and barely spoke other than in examples...
theres lift texting we have had play fights and things but i told her its not gunna happen again about two days ago, and her response to this was thats fine, ive friendzoned u in my head anyway i just wouldnt go there with you anymore (this was the same day she nearly kissed me by accident lol )
and heres where it gets odd, she has been looking for little jobs to make some extra money and i said ill give u a fiver pop up to my flat on sunday when im out wash up, dry up and hoover for me and she went sure no problem, this was last weekend and tonight a few moments ago she called me and said can i come collect the flat keys for sunday, i said sure (i had previously told her i wouldnt be here sunday ) and she turns up looking SMOKING HOT, i looked her up and down (mistake i no ) but said what u dressed like that for....she went my mates birthday pub round the corner, im a pirate (black corset short shorts skull tights etc im a rocker i love this shit she knows it) and all i said was pirate whereing zombie face high heels ok, gave her the keys said cya around and shut the door....
i need to know she could have collected the keys anytime all week she has even been up to my flat a few times, and she didnt she also could have got them tomorrow AFTER her party tonight...
I believe she wanted me to see her looking HOT and thats why she chose NOW!!! what u think???
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