I broke up back in June of last year, for a couple months I wanted nothing but to get back into a relationship with my ex.

I know it was stupid of me to get so hung up on just one girl and towards September-ish I thought the best way to get over her was to go out and keep meeting women. It was a rewarding experience...I got to kiss and sleep with many different women. The whole interracial thing is way beyond me now. I think the fact of being with my ex for so long made me a better PUA... I was able to pick up on a lot of subtle hints whether it is body language or tonality that I was clueless before I entered that relationship.

Eventually over the holiday season, I ran into my ex again and we started chatting. Went out a couple of times to see her, and we kissed every time. I consider myself single during that time so I was still chatting up other women. After New Years, I thought things between me and my ex was leading back to a relationship when she gave me the "no". Now another woman I was talking to said she wants a relationship with me and that she wants me to take her virginity.

But I don't know if I can do it...I still love my ex dearly and this woman has given me herself on a silver platter and I know I should take it. But fuck, I feel so torn...I feel that even if I do 'take' her, that she'll still never be good enough to replace my ex.

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Become your own man, stop waiting for the sky to shit out gold.

Don't settle for the girl if you don't really want her. Remember that you will have to spend time with her and if you don't want her now then the relationship is failed from the start. You just haven't met the girl who fits your description. You have to let go of your ex because she is fucking up your head. I have been in your shoes and know how the feelings just start to resurface and you get that rush of euphoria but it seems like it is time to get that feeling elsewhere. Open yourself up again and stop comparing girls to your ex. It doesn't help.

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~ASmooth