| I'm back in pickup for about a month now, but shit just really went haywire.
I was gaming a girl since last week, and she invited me to go to a trance party with her (I'd be her transport). From what I noticed is that she (was) really interested in me, right up to the point that we arrived at the trance party. We were kissing and making out before I arrived.
We were having a good time together, until she was having too much to drink... Later that night she was dancing and flirting with other guys like crazy to get us weed, but she never got. While she was dancing, I was disappearing half the time, smoking weed with other people I met the same night. She always came back to me, making out, then going back dancing with the other guys. She took MDA later and that's when I knew I really had to leave. So later that night after having too much too drink and smoke I passed out the back of my bakkie, she joined me later, but just slept right through. When we drove home, she was tired, full of nonsense, completely quiet.
Later on I told her that we should just be friends (cause I knew she was (seriously) bad news and I froze out after that. Bailed too late I guess.
What could I have done differently or did I set myself up for being used? _________________ "Everything you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it" - Gandhi
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