Honestly, I'm frustrated as fuck right now.

Gonna give you guys a good lesson what AA can honestly do to you.


I had to get up @ 6 AM for college, I decided to do something different for a change and go to this underground drum&bass event untill 3AM , possibly gonna be the worst morning ever, but fuck it, loved the experience.
So there I was, rocking the scene, I'm naturally very confident and I dont care about other's opinions, I just enjoy my life.
Suddenly, this wild english man appears, he starts interacting with me and tells me about 2 of hes friends, a dutch person and a mexican person.. So there I was standing with him untill hes friends came to say hi, I met the mexican guy, and a gorgeous fucking dutch girl, I'd give her a 9/10 and I'm very picky. So ofcourse I started talking to this girl and she gave me plenty of Ioi's, she told me about some awesome things that was seriously fascinating. So at the end of our convo, the english guy grabs her hand, I think he was jealous cause she only talked to me while the guys were just looking at us, and she pushed him away, kept talking to me, just about the moment she leaves, she comes to me and says You should come grab a drink with me, I smiled at her and nodded I'll join her. At that point my friend who is DJ of that club came to me and we had a convo, then afterwards I decided to go see the girl but I got AA for no fucking reason, I couldn't approach her cause I was retarded, about 30 minutes later she probably left the club with her friends and I couldn't believe how ridiculously retarded I was.

Conclussion:

Do not let your chances pass by, grab every single opportunity possible, so You do not end up like me.


Ps: She lives 2 hours away from me, and she was only here for 1 night, there's no way I'll ever see her again.

God bless AA!

I do not understand how is it even possible to have AA with a girl who just gave you plenty of ioi's and invited you to drink with her?
Even non confident person would not have it and you are very confidednt. This is impossible situation, I can not believe it. Or there is something else you are not tellling.

I wasn't 100%, I had a few beers, smoked some pot and took some really heavy medicine, now that I'm awake I realise that I was just OUT of my game, and non reactive towards it, I remember that I didn't know what to say either and I had a hard time expressing myself under my circumstances. But the ''didn't know what to say'' did happen en I overanalyzed the situation at that point.