Hello. As the topic says; I need some really help to improve myself and the relationship I'm in.
What I mean by that is; After i came over PU, I have seen that I'm really AFC or what it calls, as a person and in the relationship..

So now i want to get better at things. especially in relationship.. To get a picture over me and the relationship i will list up some notes.

* Im not the most talkative boyfriend, and I'm afraid that I'm boring her or that I'm not so interesting
* I struggle to hold eye contact and my body language isn't the best out there.
* as i said: Im not so good in conversation with my girlfriend or with other people
* I'm not so outgoing. Like "wooho, come on"
* I suck at humor
* I see that my personality is some form of "Borningness"


So what i want to improve is: I want to change myself completely! I don't want to be the guy that don't know what to talk about with her girlfriend or others and see that other boys can talk and talk with her without going in awkward-momments.

I want to turn myself around and be a whole new person.

So what or where should i start?