Hey lads,

Last month i met this girl. We hit it off, met up about 3 times. The last time we saw each other, i told her i think she is amazingly sexy and i want to fuck her. She agreed, and we met up last friday.

To me, when i undressed her, she was not longer a HB 10, it was more like HB2000, an woman engineered to meet my every expectation. What i am trying to say is that she was the closest to perfection i have ever seen. Moreover, she is wild, playful, sensual, everything i like. We were naked for about 6 hours straight. had the most amazing time, a night to remember. Cuddling, kissing, fucking...

In other words, it really touched me, deeply. A bit too deep i think. I also think (and secretly hope) that it was memorable for her as well, and she is struck emotionally as well. But its in my head. I cant stop thinking about it. I anticipated it, a bit, and i believed I would be able to push it away from me. But the night is in my head, she is in my head.

And that is what i am want to post about. Beware lads, for this emotional pittfal.

I feel like texting this girl, calling her, be with her, whatever. I feel like if i dont do anything now, i will lose her, although she is merely a fuckbuddy (that is what we agreed on). I feel like, if i dont do anything now, she might fall in love with some asshole who doesnt deserve that great body. It troubles me more then i expected, more then i like to admit. It troubles me that much, that i post it here, disguised as a warning for you guys . Well it is a warning as well!

Giving in to this would be a pittfall, would be a mistake. I told it many times before and i will say it again: When you are out to seduce, be prepared to be seduced yourself. Know that it will happen, and that it is hard to control, that it might trouble you more then you anticipated.

So for all of you who are happily trying to influence other peoples emotions, be ready to deal with your own. So far, i have not given in, and i will not give in.

When booty calls will be the next time i ll contact her. until then, the struggle is on and the silence impermeable.

cheers to you all

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"Stop being a fucking vagina and escalate" - CaptainJackHarkness

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
placebo - every me, every you

In my experience, the best way to deal with this is to just accept it. Accept your thoughts and feelings. And be glad that you felt it. Think of all the girls you got and still felt empty. I just hope you and this girl become more that FBs.

Best Regards,
Defy

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I have to return some videotapes...

dont ya just love quality girls.....
every now and then you just go WOW this one is awesome.
they are the light at the end of the tunnel.

all I can say is bang the shit out of her while the oppourtunity is there. It may last It may not, either way enjoy her company.
hell it might even turn into somthing more. who knows what the future holds.