I've never had a hard time getting girls especially being stationed in this shit hole town. I got greedy is the word? and ended bagging this HB10 who was a cocktail waitress at the local hot spot. Well it ended up that she had been dating a guy at my work who was deployed in Iraq at the time who I didn't really know for 3 years. He cheated on her bfore he left so she dumped him a couple weeks after he was gone. She was living in his house and taking care of it till he got back. So I would go there on the DL and bang her brains out daily. Word got out to him and I got into some shit, apparently they were supposed to get back together when he returned. Me being the prick I am didn't care and kept banging the girl, at this point feeling like I was in love with her. He comes back to her being w/ me and while I gave her space to work shit out he gets her drunk and fucks her. She realizes the she wants me and I feeling like I'm in competion w/ him take her back. A year passes (lol) and I am misserable. One-itis w/e you wanna call it I can't give her up. It's almost Chistmas and I want to end it. I don't know how or what exactly to do.