I have changed a lot on my journal to become a man. I use to be needy and would do anything for a girl's attention, even at the cost of my pride and dignity.

No more.

My first step was telling myself I like myself too much to do things for women. I began to start looking at myself in the mirror more and more. At one point, I began teasing women. Instead of being referred to as the 'nice guy', I was referred to as 'jerk' playfully. At one point I even had a women said "I hate you" (not seriously).

Last night, for the first time since I can remember, I got pissed off at a girl. It really made me wonder, am I going the right direction? I have yet to get a f-close and it's making me wonder whether or not I am becoming a real a-hole instead of just redeeming my pride.

Probably.

I thought the whole point of being a PUA is to be a douchebag.

Depends on what you want in life. You want to be a guy that goes out and bangs women every night while only thinking about your next lay.. Then your fine.

You want to settle down with a good girl and have a real relationship then your heading in the wrong direction.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5WCs0yjFXc[/youtube]

Adam lyons, the apparent number one Pua on earth.
Advises AGAINST being that guy who wants to sleep with every woman on earth.

I can't say people get into this for the "wrong reason", but you guys sure as hell could use a "better reason".

Secondly, who cares if your a douche or not?
Your just trying to get laid. So as long as it's working what does it matter.

Being a douche bag only applies in long term relationships.

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