Hi
This is my first post in this forum and i only found this marvelous place just a few days ago so i may not familiar with all the terms and phrases of the community so pls be gentle with me
If i post this in the wrong section mods pls put this thread to it's right place, thanks.
So, i first saw this girl a little more than 5 years ago at a party. I immediately found her very beautiful and got attracted to her. I was very amateur back then and was very bad at openings so i just watched her from the distance for 2 or 3 times at different parties and im sherlock and bond in one person so she never noticed it.
Anyway a little later i went to a party with a DJ friend of mine who knew almost everybody in that type of music community and bam, miracolously she was there with her girlfriend at the same party. I knew that that is my chance so i asked my friend to introduce me to them. Everything went like butter, opening was good, we got know each other, she liked me i liked her, so after a couple of hours we was dancing and touching and a little time later we was kissing each others like animals
At the end of the party i brought her and her girlfriend to home then we exchanged our telephone numbers. The next day we met again and went to a movie date where we was kissing all along the movie. After the movie somehow things developed to a state where she wanted to sleep with me at my flat but only if i "promise that we won't do anything sexual" i agreed of course and she slept with me.
As i said i was very amateur so i did not try anything before the sleep at night i only tried to initiate something sexual after we woke up at the morning. She was willing firstly but after a little play she raised her defence wall and remembered me to my promise from yesterday, although she said things during the morning play like "i think we will get along very well in the bed". Anyway there was no sex just kissing and touching and it was the last time i get so close to fuck her. We "was in a relationship" for two more days then we set up another date time on day 4 but she fucked me over and she did not come to the date and did not pick up her phone at all on that day. The next day she called me and told me that she wanted to go back to her ex because the boy threatened her with suicide if she didn't go back. I got angry as hell and cut contact with her for a week or so however i already loved her at that time.
Anyway since that time i can't forger this slut, i disappeared then reappeared in her life many times in this past five years. I tried different tactics on her on many different time and situation , I cut contact with her for months and for years at least 5 times in this past 5 years, sometimes she had boyfriends when i tried something sometimes she had not sometimes she gave me positive reassuring signs (one time she even promised me that she will suck my dick in the future) sometimes she was totally neutral with me. I was very amateur at the beginning and i make mistakes like honestly telling her that i want a relationship with her or that i found her very beautiful and yada yada but these mistakes were in the past at beginning of the five years and she don't have a too good memory capacity so these mistakes are doesn't matter now i think.
So the point is that i never get so close to fuck her again after that one night five years ago and we of course never kissed each other after we break up with that ridiculous 3 day "relationship".
Anyway fast forward five years, i had long and short relationships she had long and short relationships but i can't ever forget her and always remembered her like a trophy to get and fuck. Besides that she match my sexuality perfectly (she likes those types of things in sex that i like or at least she always said that to me) she would be a great relationship to me too because she is a type that can match with my type very easily. She like alpha and im really alpha in a long term relationship. So i had a 9 month relationship which ended in october and after that i immediately begun to prepare myself to re-initiate contact with her again, get my hair cut, get a little solarium, get into a great body shape, fuck some other girls to grow my confidence etc. Finally at the end of Nov i felt ready to meet her again so i called her. She owe me some money from one year ago and she thinks that im a bad ass person so i can easily arranged a meeting with her with a cause like "i just want to meet you because it was a long time ago i last saw you".
So after some weeks of "im not available, you are not available" game we met yesterday. Everything went shine as it always, she came and great me with big eyes and smile and gave me big kisses on my cheek. We drive around a little bit, and after 5 minutes she already was asking about my relationship situation, if i have girl or not and what happened with my ex etc. Then she told that she was with the same men with whom she was 8 month before when we last met, and that she are not happy with him she don't love him and it will ending soon. After that we started to talk about sex as we always do and she told me that she not had sex with her boyfriend for about one month now and after a little offensive talking she finally revealed that she already cheated this guy with 2 other guy after she found out that this guy already cheated her.
And it was very interesting to me because in the ancient past she always tried to sell herself to me like she was always loyal to her partners and never cheated on them, and only at our last few meetings 8 month ago she firstly revealed to me that sometimes she cheats on them. At that time i got so angry about her in my brain because i thought that " she fuck with everybody when she wants it either she has a boyfriend or not and she just dont fuck with me" so i cut contact with her till our last meeting.
So back to the last meeting, she revealed the cheats and we had a short but fun time together. I still got great kino from her, I can touch her almost everywhere i want, i can pull her closer if i want i can give kiss to her forehead or into his hair if i want and one time during the meeting we get out of the car to smoke a cigarette and she tried to light mine and her cigar but the wind blowed very hard so i grabbed her and pulled her closer and she immediatelly came to me and let me to put my arms around her and visibly made herself comfortable in my hug. So i think she wants kino from me also. I always confused about that she likes me sexually or not. She even told me in the past that sometimes she saw me and think nothing and sometimes she saw me and thinks „how fuking hot he is”. If this is true why we never fucked? She maybe a hearless slut and just playing me all the time. But then why she visible wants my kino each time when we meet? I tryied to forget her but i will go fuking INSANE if i can’t fuck her. I would love to have a relationship with her too but it is not a priority, and in this situation now i just want to fuck her badly and i can’t bear the thought that i tryied so hard and so many times with this girl while she fucks around with other random guys just for the sex. I really dont know what to do, i know the professional advice would be to „forget that damn slut” but i just can’t till i fuck her. I was many time in her „friend zone” in the past i know but i was many time not in her friend zone like when she promised me to suck my dick lol
Anyway i dont know what to do with this girl, at the end of our last meeting we talked about something of a second meeting when we would do some business together and i called her today to do the meeting tomorrow and do the business but at the end of the conversation we agreed that we wont do that business because its not too comfortable to her and at that point i may made an other big mistake because i found to told her that „okay, but we can meet tomorrow if we dont do that business together too” and she said „she dont know, maybe, it depends on what program she will have tomorrow” and i said „so are you wanna me to call you tomorrow or not? and she answered „ oh call me of course”. WHAT THE HELL I SHOULD DO KNOW? i need professional advice, i have many girl in my life although im only 25 but i can’t solve this one whore and i need to fuck her badly. I can’t just call her tomorrow and ask a date from her because we know each other for 5 years and it would be awkward. I can make up things and possibly can get an other meeting from her but i dont know what to do with her on that meeting. Should i try to bring her some cool location at our city and try to make her drink some alcohol (because i know she likes alcohol very much) then try to develop some deep kino again and if everything goes shiny try to kiss her? Or it would be a totally bastard move?
Please help me. I really want to get this slut and i will do many things to get her but of course i made sure that she dont know this. Thanks for everybody who read through this wall of text, I know it was long but i tried to summarize the important things so i can get precise advice. It is of course only a really shortened version of my last five years with this girls but i think it summarize the points. And lastly sorry for my bad english this is not my native langauge and this is my first post on a forum like this.
Any help greatly appreciated,
Daniel
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