Hey dudes.

Got a lot on my mind, lets hope it find a way out today.

I am a firm believer of change. Human kind is the best at doing what is familiar. In our core, the most of us hate change. Yet change and the ability to adapt is what differentiates the weak from strong. Because change is evolution, and adapting is taking that very path and elevate yourself to the next level. The only thing in life that doesnt change is the simple fact that everything changes.

I am LD and this is part of my journey.

I am considered to be a handsome person. Always have been, as far as i can remember. I never really believed it though, as i was lonely. Among the female part i was more considered to be pathetic. Like a piece of toilet paper, you are happy to have it around when you need it, but when used, never to be looked upon again. I was lonely.

I was fed up with this life. I knew i had balls, guts. I knew no shame. Still, i was weak and insecure. I lived in a mental world which comes close to them freaking Twilight movies (i have seen them all btw. The first movie shows some pretty fucking good seduction. In essence, it is what is seduction is all about), in which i believed that looks are everything and you need to lucky to find that special girl.

It was time for change, i was fed up with that life. So i started with what i consider as the bible of seduction: the 24 laws of seduction by robert greene. I too learned what anxiety was. Strange, where the hell did all my guts went too? I too used canned material. I changed constantly. Not effective? Lets change it. After i while, i got used to axiety. it was still there, but fear never leaves, its a constant. You need to deal with it. I tried and i tried, with a variety of success, although you could say that i failed more then succeeded. But it felt good. I had seen the path of change and i liked it.

Then success came. I found and angel. And how i was fooled by those angel eyes, more like a devil in disguise.

Like Icarus i fell from the skies. It was time to change. I met direct game. Direct game instantly changed my life. It must be said that i was open for it, i let it change me. From one evening on the other, i went direct. The success rate was higher, but my insecurity was torn to pieces. Every approach led to more confidence, and hell, did i approach. For the first time in my life, felt like a man. A real man. Better then most of the other men i knew and still know. I learned about the power of radical honesty, brute force honesty, the heights and the lowths, the tears and the joys. Direct game is the way to go if you have the balls to do it.

Then i met my current girl. It is time to change again. I had learned so much, Pick up is part of my life, cant put it aside (thank god). she is my source of strenght and inspiration, and i am her strenght and perseverance. Although faithfull, i cant leave pickup and the art of seduction.

This is the start of my journey into a more subtle form of seduction, where patience, perception, balls and subtly are kings.

With all the knowledge i had, i reread the 24 laws. It was eye opening on a total different level. the laws became my bible, for good reason. It should be for every seasoned seducer.

With certain rules set (my girl really is one among the many) i am set on a journey to freshly start learning seduction, on a level far more subtle then any of the mainstream teachings and tactics. A level where Ross Jeffries is already proven right, where C&F seems like fairy tale for the ill, where peacocking is not all about cock. it is a level where you discover that to have true power at seduction, you must deal with the power that seduction has on you.


Change is evolution. Change taught me that to really understand and be effective with most of the material, you first need to have to balls to be direct. No balls no glory. And fortunatly, balls can be learned, can be grown.


I am LD and i sound like somebody who is full of himself. For those who doubt, i am.

cheers, and happy learning

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"Stop being a fucking vagina and escalate" - CaptainJackHarkness

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
placebo - every me, every you