I don't know why, cause it is so not like me, few weeks ago if I saw a person like me right now, I would eat his brains out.
I started to despise people all around, I don't respect anything anymore, I think I'm the only person exsisting on this planet so my ego is currently bigger than size of Texas.
I don't know why I just fliped out, cause everything was normal a few weeks ago, I was happy, I lived my life calmly, I helped everyone that asked. And now just like that I became something that is very strange to me and here's the problem.
Everytime I see someone I know, I get a despise feeling and after that automatic respone of 'I'm not like that' and it's like 2 persons fighting inside me and it fucks me up.

I thought that maybe it's colledge, I'm really stressed out cause of it lately, the funny thing is the results are good, but it still gets to me cause it's a lot of mental stress involved.
Also pick up isn't working for me lately, again cause of colledge there is no time and I thought that also maybe fliped me into that state.
And sometimes life just gets to you, when everything crushes.
But I want to change back to better, I know I have too much of an ego, cause I think I'm wright in everything and I defend myself with everything that comes to my mind.

Anyone got any suggestion to solve this?

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id say its just a phase that most puas go through, maybe not to those extremities or maybe beyond that but its just a learning curve, there can be a wide range of things that can spark an over ego outbreak in a person so its hard to pinpoint what the problems are, it could be anything from body language to just feeling like you own the world from picking up women, i can recommend you use some material that helped me tremendously in my development as a pua and better person, its packed full of content and will cover most of your problems.. best of all its a podcast so all you have to do is pop in your earphones and listen no books or reading, so you can listen to it on the go and itl work with your busy lifestyle, private message me if your intrested:)

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Id rather be the one in a relationship instead of some guy id pretend to be...

Ooo the irony lol ^

Idk dude, maybe your just going nuts.. See a psychiatrist

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You spelled "college" incorrectly every single time in your post. Therefore, you're not always "right" (which you also spelled improperly every single time).

Problem solved. You're welcome.

It sounds like shit is really hitting the fan inside your head. This happens to everyone occasionally, realize it's normal, ground yourself, realize that you know who you are deep down, regardless of you imperfections, don't be scared of them. When you realize you know who you are, you'll be more stable, and not such a ping pong ball.

lol! Good analogy, but this quote made me laugh

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That's the problem I puted together a list of what I am, but I knew I was lying to myself, cause deep deep inside I don't really know who I am anymore, but yeah you could say I'm scared to look for those imperfections.

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Maybe you need a vacation, or some rest, or stay with your family or your parents for a while and get spoiled, so you can leave the whole world behind you for a while, forget all your stressfull problems and start fresh again.

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Come on man, unless you're psychotic, deep down you know who you are, have some alone time, lay on the beach by yourself, acknowledge nature around you, have some chill out time. Go for a walk just to live in the moment and solitude and take everything in around you. You sound super stressed.

seriously when you feel like youre thinking too much like that, [MOD EDIT: NO DRUG TALK] unplug yourself, or you could work your ass off at the gym

Do a lot of Kino mainly on her hips and her knees. never touch her hair. Womens hair is sacred and it can be saved until marrage.

enjoy thr results

wat

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