Plain and simple...tonight it really showed
I don't have anything to offer her. i provide bad emotions...i just rely on my confidence and her attraction level to dictate everything. i don't act fun or anything like that anymore.
Halloweekened continues, and I'm gonna fucking fix this and have some fun
The very last girl I met tonight made this completely clear to me
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5) i go approach another girl, she's just like "seriously, place is closing and you're trying to meet me now?"
she has no need to offer me anything if i'm not doing anything in the first place
Plus i have this ridiculous ego
Initially it was arrogance over me being better than girls, i dont need them, they'll come up to me
the issue is it was reinforced because i still got results
since i started going out to improve on myself and this this affirmation changed but the arrogance was still there except now it's "i'm god's gift to women"
at the end i'm still a work in progress