Gawd damnit I was having fear of conversation not going right. They asked if they can run with me cause they saw me running so I told them yes. They came behind me but then I took off and ran,fail?(It was just too much and I am a newbie)

You should be proud and happy you at least didn't run away before. We all pass and we all fail. With experience you will improve. Remember even the best of the best failed. What you have to do is be focused on yourself. You might be thinking right now "oh shit I missed such a big opportunity" but you can also say to yourself "oh wow not a big deal it was only a bunch o girls there are plenty of them". Now even though you might not feel like this is your real attitude at first and you might feel like your trying hard and everything you have to do it. This is the attitude of the REAL YOU but the not real you(your current state) wants you to suggest otherwise don't fall for for it . You have to realize success comes with time and hard work. That's why of you see a book that says "you'll learn how to pick up girls in 1 month" you know it's a scam. Good luck.

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"Experience is the teacher of all things"

You know what you did, you realize the issue, that's the hard part. Next time, just fix the mistake. That's how one learns.

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Jazzy Jeff: "My love for you is like a river,
Like a summer breeze that makes my soul shiver,
One look from you is more precious than gold,
Let's grab some BBQ and go get busy!"