resurrection 08 in life you don't have good or bad luck, you can only make your own luck and PU is the way to do.

on a side note I have read MM and the Game but I want to read David D's stuff. Ace of Spades or anyone else where can you actually buy anything by David D, I looked on amazon but there was really nothing?

You don't deserve anything.

"Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man, you take it."
~ Malcolm X

Given everything Ive gone through I deserve a lot more, people I know around me havent had the difficulties Ive faced yet they have the majority of things working out for them, a good life with a lot of luck is the very least I deserve given my past.

I just realised this is the guy that posted about his small bald spot. (And its not even male pattern balding) i told you its curable nowdays.

Basically, he's not happy in his appearance, bald spot, people stabbing him in back and laughing behind his and being treated like an idiot, bad luck, did'nt f close after 25 sets, your mates dont want to hang out no more (tragic!).

Thats what it is, he feels like topping himself because of a bald spot and not having success with women. Welcome to the world!

And still we all ask, What is everything you have gone through?

As far as I am concerned, you havent gone through anything because theres no proof that you did. Not even from your posts.

I repeat. Life owes you nothing. What you want, you have to take. No one will give it to you.

You don't deserve anything.

"Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man, you take it."
~ Malcolm X

Given everything Ive gone through I deserve a lot more, people I know around me havent had the difficulties Ive faced yet they have the majority of things working out for them, a good life with a lot of luck is the very least I deserve given my past.

Hi Guys.
Just thought Id post this after yet another setback in my quest to change my life.
This is just a post to say Im at totally rock bottom of my life, one set back, kick in the teeth and tragedy after another, and how many people can say they are approaching 25 without ever even getting close to a girl?
In my life people have stabbed me in the back, treated me like a idiot and lied to me! Even if my life was to sort itself out somehow how would I be able to make up for the time lost, the fact is the majority of my life has been shit beyond repair and the best years of my life lost.
I wonder if Its even worth living another year like this, my life has been like a life sentence and I know I havent deserved a bit of it.
Things cant sort themselves out now, how can fate ever repair the damage that its done to me?
No looks, riddled with bad luck and memories full of tragedy, people laughing behind my back and treating me like a idiot.
Maybe its lifes way of telling me im better off dead.
To spend life fearing living more than death is a horrible feeling.
Ive tried counselling and various other things and nothing has worked, maybe ending my life maybe the only solution to end my unhappiness.

how many people can say they are approaching 25 without ever even getting close to a girl?

In my life people have stabbed me in the back, treated me like a idiot and lied to me!

how would I be able to make up for the time lost, the fact is the majority of my life has been shit beyond repair and the best years of my life lost.

I wonder if Its even worth living another year like this, my life has been like a life sentence and I know I havent deserved a bit of it.
Things cant sort themselves out now, how can fate ever repair the damage that its done to me?
No looks, riddled with bad luck and memories full of tragedy, people laughing behind my back and treating me like a idiot.
Maybe its lifes way of telling me im better off dead.
To spend life fearing living more than death is a horrible feeling.
Ive tried counselling and various other things and nothing has worked, maybe ending my life maybe the only solution to end my unhappiness.