My reasons for studying PU is constantly changing. My initial reason for starting was
because I was completely hopeless an suicidal virgin. I had a goal set that if I
didn't loose my V-card by the end of the year i was a waste of sperm an would end it.
Looking back now I maybe put a little to much on the thought that sex would make
me all better. After that it went to that I wanted to know everything there was so I would be more confident in things I do an not be a tool anymore. Then I started going through everything again when I found some one I absolutely hated, but the
main reason for hating him so much is because he reminded me so much of how I was an I
wanted to teach him as much as I could an see if it would change him in the same
positive way it did me. It didn't but I enjoyed the experience, so now its currently to someday be an instructor an help as many as I can. Its really been good so far having a career minded goal. My moms proud of that but not of what the career is lol.

Some of my sub-motivators have been.
-To have stories to tell my friends instead of the other way around.
-To be able to bond with my father who is the best ladies man I've ever seen in
action. I kinda wish he raised me an not my mother so he could of teached me his
natural game but whats done is done.
-To be doing something that in the eyes of others would just seem Taboo, but that is
more of my personality. I've set many odd goals like walk on hot coals barefoot the distance of 10ft, run over the backs of 6 bulls, bungee jump and sky dive (last
two not very odd but have them anyway because of my overwhelming fear of
heights.)

It pretty sweet to have a high % success rate but is'nt it kind of good in a way to get rejected or turned down every now and then, dosnt it make you appreciate your successes more

And if you had 100% success rate with women I think you would go nuts, because you would walk through life banging every girl you wanted to and you would never get anything productive done with your life, I think if anyone had skills that were that good they would literally driven to insanity or at least to a sex addiction class, anyone else think this might happen?

Pretty good and honest. Always good to have motivation based goals, and I feel yours were. Just maybe you put to much emphasis on getting laid and losing your V card, but shit happens, take it that's long gone.

Personally when I was on the top of my game before my LTR and a girl I went head over heels for, I would set myself targets every few months, look back, see what I've been doing well and not so well, helped my game so much and got me to the best stage I ever have been.

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Agreed, I very much did. An the most fucked up part of it was that my first time was
exactly like how Extramask described his in The Game. Or atleast I think it was him.
We were at it for about an hour an in my mind it was like wtf is this it? So I start
changing positions an she grinded me an it hurt like HOLY FUJESUS! I left more sore
than proud an with a full load...

Sorry for the mental image.

Haha no worries.

How has it been since, more enjoyable ? (laying women)

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I wanna be so fuking good with women that I can make an HB9 come upstairs to an empty room during a party with a nod of my head and when she gets naked I can say

"LOL...you seriously thought I was gonna have secks with you?"

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Haha I love that!

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Ya its been way better since, possibly even mind blowing. But I still have a small problem once in a wile of not being able to blow a load. But the good news is the few times that happened was with the same FWB, an we spend the night together an was able to finish in the mornings XD

Haha sometimes may not even be such a problem to a woman, go longer, please her, she wont complain, but in terms of self satisfaction and feeling it can be annoying! lol

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To capture pussy like wild Pokemon

I actually dont have a an end goal, I just find this community very interesting and the art (if you can call it that) to be really entertaining.

I was ok with girls before, but it's definitely improved my game and I enjoy this little sub-culture

I think I'm at the same spot you are, good with girls before but now learning this stuff has made me better, I just need to come up with goals of what I want to accomplish with this stuff because I'm the type of person who gets addicted to things especially things like pick up that are really fun and just keeps taking shit to the next level and the next level until its completly destroyed all other areas of my life, but if I put specific (or more specific goals at least) in play for myself I will know when to stop and work on other areas of my life, I guess you could say I'm a guy who needs to put boundaries on himself.

Although I've herd alot of people find pick up really addicting so mabey its not just me

Thats not pick up art ,thats relationship...royalty and manhood.Its hard though

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