I know its a while since it happened but here is what I wouldv said back then :
Carmo carmo carmo, the fact that you write/update about her clearly states she's in your head still.
You must have a pretty dull life to get soaked up by 1 chick and get skrewed over through and through by her.

I suggest re-reading the posts and then running full speed agains a brick wall because, dude, you totaly whipped.

Things to take note of :
Do you think with your dick more than you rational conscious mind? (If yes, you gota get a grip on shit)
Do you have anything to keep you busy for hours on end,like a hobby or something like that... Because I think you expend way to energy thinking about how long you 2 are NOT in contact.
Im not saying go after another chick, just saying add a bit of meaning to life.

You still obsessing and you need to know that. So make a change fellow pua, c'mon you can do it.

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