stop thinking. im literally sitting here pissed off reading this (not really, but hear me out) obviously, you are both beyond confused. heres the good news, you both are into each other. when you were invited over to watch the house with her, that was your shot. she is making desperate attempts to remain in control of the situation. you are the fucking man in the situation so ACT LIKE IT. stop thinking, stop talking to her about feelings. if you are alone with her again, kino fucking escalate!!!!!!! shit, make out with her the second youre alone in her place!!! all the things she is doing/saying, she is shit testing you. if she wanted you to disappear, she wouldnt have invited you over because she's "scared". thats girl code for "lets fool around at my place under the guise that im scared so i dont feel like a slut." next time you see her, go for it. i would say you have a 95% chance of succeeding, unless she is giving up since you were AFC the last time you saw her. any questions feel free to pm me. i need to go lay down after this one

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