Whats my deal?

Sometimes I just feel like getting laid isn't worth it. Maybe I am a dick, but if I don't have feelings for the girl, then I most likely don't want her to kick it after we boned. I want to shower, smoke, and go to bed alone. If I have a girlfriend at the time, then fine, she can stay.

It also seems that as soon as I get the girl I want attracted to me, one of two things happens. I either lose attraction and get the slightest bit insecure, or she loses attraction to me for unknown reasons.

I want to be able to say I had sex with these chicks, that I could have, without having to bone them and "deal with things." Thats the only way I can put it, does that make sense?

Every PUA gets those kinda feelings sometimes man. It is probably some kind of stress issue in your personal or work life that is hindering you. Untill you have sorted those out try to focus on how you can go out to give others a good time ie:be unselfish and do PU to please others and you will soon find yourself feeling more fullfilled.

IANAPUA, and this is a little off-topic, and more experienced PUAs please correct me if I'm wrong, but I'd advise you not to talk about who you did or could have had sex with.

I suppose if you insert something like this subtly into a story as a DHV-spike but don't name name's that would be okay.

But in our culture there is like this huge TABOO against being a slut, and women don't want that reputation. If women start to think the whole world is going to find out if they do you, they may be less likely to take that risk.

Yea I totally agree. I didn't mean I want to be able to say that literally. It's not for bragging rights. Thought I would clear that up.