| so heres the deal:
I am a senior in HS and the past 2 nights, i have had 2 banging parties at my house. The most unattractive girl at both was an hb7 to give you an idea of what was going on. I was fucking killing it with everyone, random girls that i never talk to just came up to me and pretended like they knew me for ages. LOTS of flirting with the hottest chicks there.
Now the hottest girl in my school was there, and i'm going to prom with her. the whole first night, she wanted it BAD. We were flirting all over the place. i picked her up on 3 different occasions to carry her to a more secluded area, but each time I PUSSIED OUT on trying to kiss her (like i didnt do it).
Different girl on the first night wound up sleeping in my bed (my buddy was aswell, but he was passed out). when she came in and i was on the bed at about 3 am she crawled over my friend to lie next to me. then, she put her leg and arm across me and got just really close. At one point she even had her hand about 5 inches north of my dick. But what did i do? I PUSSIED OUT and didnt go for it.
Also, i wound up taking a picture with some chick and she had her hand on my stomach so i said "your not allowed to touch my dick tho." What does she do? grabs my dick right then and there, picture was actually fucking hilarious. (i wasnt really attracted to this girl tho, so i didnt pursue her, and she was the hb7)
2nd night: I made a mistake with the prom girl, and talked to her about some boy problem for only 2 minutes. (it wasnt even for her, it was for me to find out if she actually liked the dude or not. bad i know) anyway, there a whole bunch more flirting and grabbing each other. but later on, i held her face in my hands as we were standing in the hallway, (like 5-10 seconds of me looking at her eye cuz she said something was in it). Here, she wound up saying "your such a good friend..." i was about to fucking kill someone, but i held my cool and just said "nah." odd part, the next morning i went to the bed she was laying in, and told her to move over. she did, and after a few minutes, she shifted, then i put my arm around her. and what does she do? shoves her ass into my dick. this chick has a straight 10 for an ass btw. WHAT AM I DOING?
After we get up an hour later, we just talk with my one other friend (hb9) who i've known for 5 years (not trying to get with her) we were all just touching one another the whole time. The hb9 wound up wrapping her legs around my face at one point to be funny.
So heres the fucking problem, i know how to make bitches attracted to me, but when it comes down to just a kclose, i pussy out and dont go for it. i've kissed about 5 girls in HS, but nothing more. everytime, it was stupid. like i played truth or dare with them so i wouldnt be taking responsibility for it, and making sure it was ok with them first. Only one time, i did it on my own, and thats because her friend told me she wanted to hook up with me. all of these were hot girls, but idk...
I know they want to, but i am having trouble man-ing up to it and just hooking up with them. that little sliver of doubt in my mind holds me back from so much. whose got some advice???
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