about a month ago weve been talking almost everyday. she contacted me first.

we kicked it one time it was kinda awkward cuz i ran out of things to say but we had fun smoking marijuana and kicking it. i feel like im losing her. i have been throwing her compliments and everything and she seems to make herself unavailable, but she is always first to contact me.

help

if she da one keeping in contct w/ u thn she mayb really just dat busy..i say take charge & ask her. Dats wut I had 2 do cuz I got a chick dat wuz distant wit me like dat but I got so mad I just had 2 cum out & ask her da deal. But as soon as we talked about it, shyt has changd 4 da better and now it sort of make since to me. this is wut she told me:


HER:
if u really feel like "im the gurl u want" den cum get wut u want. MAN UP, PLAY ur part TO THE MAX & turn me into urs. if u didnt have a chance wit me in da 1rst place, trust me i wudda made it known then & there. dang cutt me sum slack dis shyt all new 2me so i dont really know hw to lead da way in dis type of shyt. ANY of my ex/bfs only got me cuz dey wudnt give up, til they got wut they wanted n dats how i ended up being they GIRL, & if they wudnt have tried dat hard, trust, they wudda nvr got me


so in her eyez she mite think dat she is already being avalaible?, at 1st i took it like my chick wuzznt intrested but i wuz wrong. ur chick mite just be scurred 2 put her self out dere in shyt like dat. she mite be wondern if u cud bring her happyness or heart break? & dats sumthing only u knoe ig. to girls, deep feellings can mean gud things and it cud be all bad. jst depends alot on da chick 2 lol mynes crazy but i luv her bull shyt. i m usaully confused a lot but its gettn easier im getting schooled so im learnig as im going but i still need all da help i can get 2 lol