| In my eyes Ive got a sinking ship on my hands. In her eyes, there's a good chance the boat is just beginning to leave the harbor. My goal is two get both boats safely out to sea... anyway.. I've seen this chick like 3-4 times, hung out.. did some random stuff.. Im just coming out of a 5 year relationship, shes just coming out of a 2 year relationship... I know her ex, she knows mine... Odd situation.. She is one of the first chicks Ive put my game on since breaking up.. There was a bit of a quick learning curve, but I was able to suck her in eventually. Thing is, I have not kissed the chick yet, {93% a.) I'm friend zoned 7% b.) she's so intrigued by my lack of moving in on her that she cant wait to see what happens next}. Im no idiot, she is still digging me, she texts me non stop, body language is there, kino is there. Ive been super hesitant because of my vulnerable state. Im still barely over my ex ect. This all may sound odd, but I'm only 20, shes 19 but both living at home going to school ect, so our options are limited as far as hanging out ect. If I had the option to have a few drinks with her and what not it would be game over... Bottom line is, next time I see her Id like to kiss her and see where it takes us. Ive had the chance, 20 times and have just not been able to pull through. hahaha so help me out here..Im really lost now and how/why/when the kiss happens is important this point I strongly believe. Im thinking we go out grab a bite to eat, then take her out and shoot some photos of the sunset (we are both into photography), grab her, and be like: you know what would be perfect right now.. she says no what, i say come here, she does, close your eyes, she does and boom kiss her... its a chance to save face in my opinion..... is this ridiculous, do i cut my ties and run, what the hell do i do.. I think Ive included as much detail as necessary for this all to make sense...I will be forever grateful if someone can chime in here and just push me in the right direction..
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