Like I promised in my intro post, here's my latest story/problem:
I was out with my crew on Christmas Eve (24th of December).
So, I don't know where to start...there is this girl in our crew which I always considered attractive, but we never really had even a real long conversation, you know, it was just small talk when we were out but I always had the feeling we ''clicked'' if you know what I mean... So, anyway we hooked up that night, kissing and stuff, but there was a tiny problem with that: she was drunk.
So I didn't contact her until the end of next week (30th of December). Then I decided, oh what the hell, and send her sms: ''Coffe sometimes soon
?'' On my surprise, she responded immediately with: ''I'm free from next week
, is this your new number?, where are you for New Years' Eve?''
Since I haven't made any plans yet for NYE, we agreed to celebrate together out on some free ''taxpayers'' concert
. Now, I'm getting to my first fail. So we we're out with one more couple, dancing, having fun, unfortunately not drinking
. And so the night went on and on, and I (fucking retarded pussy) didn't have the guts to fucking do anything. So we said bye and went our separate ways (home).
Then, I decided that I must have one more date with her to close the deal. There was this party my friend have organised, I thought she would be there. She wasn't.
Her girlfriends didn't invite her. Bitches. She was disappointed I didn't invite her. Again, I was stupid, expecting someone else will. Second fail.
And, now, my final, third epic fail. I invited her again for a drink, so we went out. We were having real fun, laughing constatly at each other. Everything went smoothly until she told me she doesn't remember one guy she introduced on 24th of December and she was greeted by him a few days ago. This was pretty demoralizing. If she can't remember guys she met that night, does she remember me? Does she remember what happened?
I would have asked, but my friend advised me not to talk about that night. So we talked about other stuff, and 2 hours have passed. Again, we greeted, and nothing happened. I am the biggest idiot in the world or what?
What I want to know is: what to do next? Am I already in ''I just wanna be your friend'' zone or what?'' She studies now, so I told her when she's got time to call me. So, what, I wait? Or when she doesn't call me for too long, shall I call her? Or text her something funny? I fucked up, and don't know how to repair this :O. What do you think?
CHAT
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