Im not gonna bother telling you how much this girl was into me the day 1, she was at hook point within 20 mins, exchanged hundreds of textes bla bla

So day 2 comes around.

Shes was new girl.

Less enthusiastic, i felt the vibe that she had to be there, because she was ill the week before we arranged somthing.

I knew after saying goodbye, the moment i stepped off that train and she stayed on...i watched it go through the tunnel...and thought to myself...

Fuck.

Textes grinded to a hault.
She posted pictures on facebook with her.."very close" to other guys, so i just come off facebook completley, dont need that shit anymore.

so i wrote every detail of the day 2 down, some of it may seem like ive payed WAYY to much attention, but i dont want to repeat this. She was a 9 atleast.
Let me know what you think


• Went for the kiss too often. Portrayed needyness.

• There was no sence of direction where we were going.

•Should of gone round to other shops whilst she shopped, instead of her dragging me around.

•Shouldnt of paied for her ride (fun fair)

•DLV "You dont realise how good looking you are"

• Me: "So when am i meeting your parents?" Her face looked perplexed, and let out an awkward smile. I'm still a stranger.

• When first met, should of hugged, then said "Alright get off of me."

•Told her to sit next to me. She said she was comfortable where she is.

•should of only kissed once, to make it valueable and special.

• acted to dissapointed when she couldnt come back to mine to watch a DVD...

•moved and sat next to her immidiatly when there was a space on the train.

• I got our picture taken, and i picked her up in my arms for it. Looking at it now, her body language looks UNBELIEVABLY uncomfortable. She later went out that same night and posted pictures of her and a guy, looking "extremley" comfortable.


OUTSIDE THE DAY

• I began to expect textes and developed a self routine. It was the worst thing i did. When she wouldnt reply within 3 mins, id get pissed off and even start to get worried. I once sent her an angry text for not replying. Fucked it all up.
• Used the word love to early. Always fall hard.
• I was jealous. She was the best looking girl i knew. When she talked about how she had sex with her guy friends at school like it's nothing, not a big deal, my heart ripped, a feeling of anger rather than sadness.

Overall, i think the needyness fragments in day 2 all aded up and gave my game away. The fun chase was over.

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Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted.

I commend your effort.
The most important things is getting the practice in.

Your neediness showed to an excessive degree. You lowered your value to so much she must have thought what she was thing when she went out with you that day. So you need to learn to let go. Its always tempting to hold onto that jewel once you find it but you need to give it space and let it chase you.

Remember.

You are the PRIZE!