Hello guys. I know it's lame to complain about ex GF's, but in this particular situation I really need some help. I also don't know if i put it in right subforum, but ,,Relationship" section says, that talking about ex GF's results with a BAN. So, I met her at the beggining of the college, 3 years together, we share a room and 2 other rooms are occupied by our friends. I was her first bf, first love, first kiss (lucky me). Suddenly, she broke up with me for being an asshole while drunk. Many times. Guilty me. No second chance, no warnings, just bam, we're not together. We decided that she'll think about it during few free days and DAY AFTER she started dating with our friend next door. We both know him well, and when I say that it's not f***** cool, he says he doesn't give a shit, and that it's not my business anymore. She says same things. Problem is, I still love her more than I can handle, and every time I see them doin some stuff I just don't know what to do. Usually I want to kill them both, mostly him ofc. Worst thing, every time I'm angry we argue hard, and after each argue she hates me more and more. When we broke up she was sad, asking for forgiveness but now, few more days and she'll think of me as the biggest mistake ever. 2 weeks to end of the college so changing flat is not possible. Just don't know what to do. Can't just ignore it, dying all the time. I'm helpless. Doesn't matter if I'm kind or asshole, effect is the same. Last night she didn't even sleep in our room. Want to kill somebody. Give some advise plz.

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Not every princess awaits her prince, for some, just being a princess is enought.

The question you should really ask yourself is that, do you really want her back?
From what I see, she is trying to make you jealous or at least getting a rebound dude ( women are emotional creatures )and it wont last with him..I can assure you that. So what I can say is that go out more often with other friends, focus on other things that really matters to you and its gonna be very hard at this point of time where you can stop thinking bout her and the whole thing. Rather then to just avoid it, face it and accept it. Show her your fine without her. When she sees all that, what have you become..she will run right back to you.. and then u decide whether to give it another try or not.

So chillout! whenever your so mad don't do anything stupid.. Go to the gym or run to release that anger out.
Hope it helps