Heres one of my situations Im having at the moment, I love it and hate it at the same time. But I want some fresh opinions.
I guess id best start by saying im totally wrong in the head but I am enjoying this whole opera.
Known this girl, about 7 months now, on and off with her, messed around when we first met, found out she is 17 going on 18 (it's 16 of legal age in the uk, but she looks mid twenties) and kinda cooled it off a fair bit as im 30, she then gets a boyfriend and drops off the face of the earth, bump into her again last week made out a little, I really didnt persue the matter as I dont care or have any invested time. During the week she is telling me the usual stuff BF trouble/control freak/bla bla bla.
She is nuttier than Squirrel shit btw, and im pretty sure she can be classed as a nympho, since I know she has been cheating on her BF with different guys, and I was aware of her sexual activity beforehand when we first met, now normally this would be alarm bells, but I actually LIKE the crazy arse ones, keeps me on my toes and is kinda fun, I certainly dont want a relationship out of this.
So im out again this sat, she is out WITH her BF and some of his friends and is in a right state comes over, looking for sympathy, I tell her to chill out, she is young this shit happens, generic stuff people with half a brain can spout then left her. Later on im chatting to these 2 local girls I know, who I want to bang, or at least get some friends with benefits thing going on, and she comes upto us grabs me and tells me rather loudly she has broken up with her BF and hasnt had a orgasm in 6 months and she knows how much of a great shag I am and that I should take her home and "fuck me senseless", I swear to god I could have got down on my knees and thanked her for saying that in front of them, I said sure without even thinking about it, told them id see them later and that duty calls. Get outside the nightclub were everyone stands to smoke and chillax, we have a really amazing passionate kiss next to one of those garden table/seat bench things, and she tells me to fuck her on the table, much to the surprise of the people sitting on it and around it and myself, I have to admit I thought about it for a sec I was in such a state by this point. But I reigned myself in and took her to a bit more of a discrete location
I said lets go back to mine because this is gonna be an all night session, we walk back, and all the way back she is begging me to fuck her in certain positions and ways, like I said she is a real wild one, but she is also coming out with all these crazy shit as well, which again = alarm bells, how she has always liked me and fantasised about me, I must admit I did think "oooh shit" when she said she loved me, got back to mine and we did the 4 legged kiss walk up the stairs to my room, she strips off in about 15 secs starts to unzip me stops and says I cant do this, I kinda had it in the back of my head that she was off the wall at that point, so I just said well dont then, she starts crying and saying she wants to have a baby with her boyfriend, but he treats her like shit, starts freaking out and saying she is fat and ugly, usual nutty things, when she is not fat at all, and is smoking hot. I dont want to take advantage of her while she is like that so try talk her 'down'.
I finally get her into a more normal state and get a taxi back to the club with her.
Now im not entirely sure to carry on with this or not, on the one hand she is bat shit crazy, and I dont want a 'relationship' from her, but on the other hand, she is highly intoxicating and is absolutely mind blowing sexually. She is still with her boyfriend from what I can tell, my head is like 50/50 but I know what the man downstairs is thinking, my nuts are aching from just typing this! It would be like diving off the deep end when you cant swim, scary but exciting at the same time, or maybe im just a total loon too lol.
Anyone else have any thoughts on this or similar experience? been thinking about this the last few days. On the one hand experience is telling me "missile lock, eject eject" and the other part laughs madly and says "dont lets find out what happens next." For some reason falling down the rabbit hole seems rather fascinating.
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