Boobs. I love boobs, I like big boobs, I like fake boobs, I like perky boobs, I like asian boobs, I like missiles, I like melons. If there big, I like them.
This doesn't make me any different from any other guy in the world, but combine a love of boobs with nymphomania, alcohol, and refined PUA skills and I can't keep my dick in my pants. I love my girlfriend alot, but I'm afraid I love boobs more. My girlfriends boobs? Not so much, they're A's. They don't meet my standards, but everything else about her does
So the problem? I can't help myself, no matter where I am. I'm not chasing tail, I'm chasing tits. When I see a pretty girl with big boobs, let's just say a HB 7 with double D's (while many would consider my GF an 8.5-9) I will follow the girl around from a distance until there is an opportune time to approach. I'll keep tabs on different girls at a bar (without being stalkerish) to see when I should approach. I will and have gone 3 hours out of my on the way home from work just to stare at a nice pair.
It's a problem. Not only does it lead to me cheating or trying to cheat quite a bit, but I also end up idolizing well endowed women. They're an obsession, it's no longer a WANT, it's become a NEED. And as every good PUA knows that just about guarantees rejection. So I find myself a unfaithful boyfriend unable to get that which I desire most because I want it sooooo bad. If I see a nice pair I'll remember the girl (even if it's just a glance) for weeks and think about her while doing things. I'll sit in class and look at (not really porn) but just pictures of boobs. On my Iphone? I have a folder with 8000 pictures of my favorite boobs.
I need to control this...