Hey guys.

I've just finished reading a lot of my old posts and came to some conclusions about how my game has changed over time. It would be interesting to hear how your game has changed over time.

My problem in life (with women) was that I just didn’t 'get it'.

I didn’t have the tools or the knowledge to understand why things happend, and why they didnt.Naturally I was drawn to MM - because it offered logical answers to all my questions.

From the beginning I only used canned routines, I learned basic coldreading, masterd 'the cube' and I always thought about what phase I was in.

I realized the difference between being funny and being a clown, the difference between humble and pussy, the difference between trying to show social value and actually feeling it.

I has taken me a very long time to be able to get my jacket, leave the club and walk home all alone – still feeling like winner. That’s one of major changes – not falling to pieces just cause ‘it’ didn’t happen.

For a very long time I was always thinking, analyzing, looking for moments to open and witch made me stiff – nowadays everything I used to read about ‘having fun’ ,as the starting point of every night of sarging, is the rule. Somehow I can think back of what I’ve accomplished and find calmness in it.

Someone wrote in one of my posts, like a year ago when I was on my first real roll, that all the active thinking was starting to become a part of the subconscious way of acting. I was very excited back then, but I’ve realized that day hasn’t fully come yet.

To sum it up, if Im to draw some sort of conclusion, is that I consider myself a dude who knows a bit about how women work and how to get some of them.

I’ll never become a master PUA and I will not be dating miss Universe in a near future, but I don’t have that anger and frustration in me no more – the feeling of not ‘getting it’ rarely comes to mind.

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Vino, vedi, vici.
I drank some wine, I saw her, I conquered