Dammit folks long time I do not post but I will share a sad note. I came a long way, from REALLY newb to somehow good now a days. I´m no superman I got my flaws I don't get to fclose evry girl I game but my numbers are good. Still I realized there is a flaw for me on this scheme.

Today I went to one of the most exclusive clubs in my city. I got a free pass for a bday, the girl whose bday was being celebrated gave me IOI's asap as I landed. Still things went very bad, first one of her friends was drunk and annoying me, I got all the girls calling my name, I know the name of NONE of them, ppl asked me to dance, a girl gave me a MASSAGE and still I felt like I don't belong there.

In 3 years I build a income from 300 bucks as a student assistent to 1200 as a master student to 5k as a senior analist in software industry. Still I'm much more happy in the places I could and still can go with my old shoes, 300 bucks and a old torn jeans. I justrealized today the ammount of money I had on my wallet for todays party was my income to party for a MONTH.

I'm building my own place I bought my own car, and somehow I changed the people I hang out with, because of work mainly, I'm trying to fit and this is being painful I do prefer to pay a dinner for one of my friends which still makes 300 bucks per month as a grad assistant than to one hb 9 with no brains.

Some will say I'm just finding excuses for a bad night after a long day but I do belive there are some out there who share my pain, for those of you I salute you.