1:32am.

I get back to friend's place with a load of friends and my girl (it was her birthday).

At the bar obviously she was pretty fcuking drunk because it was her birthday. I'm normally used to girls chasing me and she wasn't chasing me so I didn't chase her - I just talked to everyone else the whole night and got drunk.

We get back to hers, she's like "Why didn't you save me from all those guys?" (So many guys were hitting on her etc and she wasn't in the state to totally prevent them).

Well, how the fuck could I know? She looked like she was having fun. And I live by rules with girls. My rules dictate that I have other girls, she's not the only one, I have other options for tonight, I love her but if she doesn't chase me then I'm not going to chase her. I stuck to those rules.

Just got back from having a shit. Some other girl called me saying she wants to come round. I said fine. So what happens if they both coincide on the way? Probably that won't happen because my original girl (the one I value more, in any case) I left because I didn't protect.

Once you're close to a girl, they expect more than just sex and love. You are kind of like their boyfriend. You possess them, but you must also protect them. It's love, even if there's no strings or commitment attached. The point I'm trying to make is, if in doubt,

always

go

for

it.

Love xxx