Yes I did.

Couldn't handle it anymore. I just walked the fuck out. Fuck it.

Fuck the girl. Fuck the job. Fuck everything. Fuck it all.



Now, to search anew.
And, yep, to search anew.


Frustration was tied into that stupid fucking job. Stupid stupid stupid.



Yet, I can't help but be concerned. What will I encounter? Was I too big for my current position?

Jesus I'm fucking scared man.


...I instantly forgot about the girl. I don't have to worry about her anymore. Let her live peacefully and wonderfully.


Now...Idk man. Idk. Idk. Idk.

I want to improve my game. That girl at work destroyed me, or rather, I feel traumatized. I feel that all women are evil manipulative whores who are out to get me.


Then, my friend, who's a natural, is inviting me to hang out with some chicks. I'm bringing alcohol. Maybe good shit will happen. I look forward to it.

But...no, I will do great today.




I'll save it for tomorrow. Here's what's on my head:


Some guys are born leaders, some are born middle, some are born loser, etc...


...can someone become a leader if they truly put their mind to it?

I think it's 100% possible. I think if I do the right things, I can become a leader; I can become the alpha in the group.

I don't know man...I just want to be able to seduce any damn girl I want. JESUS!

Its not the question of "can i become a leader?" Can i seduce any women i want?" its Do you want to be a leader? do you want to seduce any women you want? Its a desire within yourself to become this. no one else can force you to do this but yourself! Inner change is a roller coaster for everyone. sometimes its a big one, sometimes its a small one. If you have the will and the desire to do these things. Then you are going to Be a leader, you are going to seduce any women you want. Remember even if you dont succed there, open up new doors for you to pass through. Its a life changing process. So dont let it get you down and remember theres support here from your peers!

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"Live life to the fullest, never look back, remember No regrets" J.f

Firstly most women are manipulative, the words of Alicia Douvall (Uk Glamour model) sum it up very well "being a women is powerful, and thats what i am trying to teach my daughter, thats the most important lesson you can teach a girl that this (refering to her body) will get you far"

NonStopReaper sums up the rest of your post quite well.

Good Luck.

Feeling a hatred toward women is actually one of the more common stages of the game. People experience it differently, but a lot of guys encounter a point in their game where they don't see/feel the progress and thus - start blaming the women for being whores/sluts, whatever.

You need to snap out of this as soon as possible. It's not the women. The women have been the same all this time. You've just put them in a different perspective to protect yourself.

Remember that it's not them. It's not you. But it's your game. It hasn't evolved enough.

Keep interacting with them (with the mindset of having fun, and not sarging) and keep moving forward. Most importantly, keep looking back at your previous progress and think about the GOOD sides of it all. This will keep you motivated to move forward quicker and it won't slow you down.

You can do this.

I remember in b school, our management professor taught us that we can all "learn" to be leaders. Read up on some of those books. Figure out the tangible, learn-able skill sets that great leaders seem to share.

On the other hand, I don't think I have ever seen a loser become a leader . . . ever. Some talented guys who always had the abilities but never applied them? Maybe.

The problem is that the pu community so fixated ONLY on pick up . . .as if one can toss out some routines at a bar and instantly become some Worldly leader. This is a joke. It's like buying yourself a plastic badge at a toy store and calling yourself a cop.

Strategize, plan, execute . . . patience.

Why are you talking rubbish!? You quit your job over some girl?
If quitting is what YOU want, a product of YOUR motivations that is fine, but do not let anyone influence you to make drastic life changes but you.

Have you ever while in conversation with someone, imagined doing something drastic like punching them in the face for no other reason than just to see what would happen? Or you see a perfect painting or piece of art, then suddenly you get the thought to throw your drink over it. The only thing stopping you in those instances, is you. We are all born leaders.
The truth is most of the people in this world are content to sit back and be led. I am not saying go destroy pieces of art or punch people in the face, i am saying it all comes down to a decision on your part, you control what you are what you become and what you do, as long as you move purposefully in a positive direction others will follow.

The "quitting" was not due to the girl. Given, dealing with the friction between me and her was an unpleasant aspect of working at my former workplace, but:

-I always closed in that store. It wasn't working for me. I needed something to help me breathe, and quitting that job was that breath of fresh air I needed.

-Everyone's role and reputation was set in stone already; nothing could be changed. That type of environment is very counterproductive for someone wishing to grow and be challenged.

-The store's "code" is a lie. It's just another retail spawning pool, with history attached to it. Plus, the clientele at a retail discount outlet consists of many unsavory people I refused to work with. You want service; know what you're in the store for; god bless you and your family otherwise.




Right now (8:44 AM), I'm going to make some cereal and a protein shake, and leave the house to hand out 30 resumes to 30 different banks for a teller position. It will work; internet applications are merely holding tickets for the physical showup; nothing works until you meet the manager, and hand in your resume.

Proven the manager of that bank has good sense in my professionalism, out of those 30 banks, 4-6 should call me back with an offer.

It's the way the numbers work. As for the aftermath of quitting, I feel much happier, and have no need to feel depressed. I was long overdue for escaping that pit of hell.




I'll keep you guys updated. Thanks for your support.

You have to watch the Fight Club movie,it will sure help you

This all sounds very good. Remember that this is a marathon and not a short sprint. Better to do half of this progressive work in a day if it means that you can keep up your endurance level to continue on a positive, forward thinking manner. Set yourself a steady pace and keep at it!

Results:

Today:
13 Resumes Handed Out
2 Interviews Scheduled
Positive momentum ++

List of areas applied:
-Chase
-Wachovia
-TD Bank
-W Hotel (Concierge)
-Salvatore Ferragamo *
-Brooks Brothers
-Saks Fifth Avenue
-Pottery Barn
-Hugo Boss *

* ---> Interviews. I go to Ferragamo next monday, and Boss this friday.

Tomorrow:
-2 Mercedes Benz dealers
-1 Cadillac Dealer
-1 BMW dealer
-1 Maserati/Ferrari Dealer
-1 Lamborghini Dealer


...I'm planning to also sell Luxury Vehicles, if necessary.



Why? Because I BELIEVE I CAN. If I repeat enough positive things to myself, I CAN do whatever I BELIEVE I CAN do.

I can go to NYC on friday, and pick up any girl I want.
I can get a great paying job, and live life as I was meant to live.
I can do whatever the fuck I want to do.

I can think big
I can overpower negativity with double the positivity.
I can do it.
I can, I can, I can.


I CAN.


I BELIEVE.


I can, and will, succeed.

I think this is one of the few more positive posts ive seen you do..!

GOOD!! keep it this way, its sounding good and im happy for you!!

I havent been gaming long but thats my mindset too, 'I can pickup any girl i want' will make me go talk to them however amazingly hot they are!!

Keep it up buddy! and good luck with the interviews!!

No disrespect to Watty Piper but I'd add to that, "YOU ARE". Success isn't a moment in time, but a process. . . and YOU ARE in that process already. Just keep it going . . .

Sounds like you have got everything under control. Nice going and good luck.