Please let me know if you have had a similar experience

A few Months ago, I got Oneitus it's cool now, i got laid and got over it, it was only because i invested way into in the situation, Running game, not AFC Neediness. The Game stopped working, well it didn't i just didn't move on and i was ready to give up trying to acquire PUA Mastery. I didn't i pushed though it and started climbing the ladder, again

However the feeling i got when i was about to give up was strange, it was like nothing i have ever felt before. I have had projects or hobbies that I have given-up on in the past, and been ok with not pursuing that particular activity. However when i thought about giving up Pick-up (which is not a hobby, but a lifestyle choice). i was in the this weird limbo stage, knowing i can't give up because my AFC success rate is less than 10% and what i was doing before wasn't working, and the changes i had made to my game was working, i was getting laid from this shit. The very second i thought about giving up i knew i couldn't, Because being an AFC doesn't work, the only way was to keep going which is what i did, i thought about this for about 5 hours. "What if i give up right now" always followed by, "I Can't, I know to much".

Remember The Matrix?

"This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the blue pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes

I felt like i had taken the Red Pill, and thinking why oh why didn't i take the blue pill?

So, there's no turning back lets find the end of that rabbit-hole.

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I don't understant threads like these. I've read when people say they're "giving up game". What exactly are you giving up? You're stopping sarging? Or as people say it's a lifestye, they're giving up all the exciting and great things in their life and going back to being boring, and thus unattractive?

Not trying to hijack your thread, just trying to understand it better. If I ever talk to a girl I use a false time constraint then just talk to them normally, be funny and a bit of teasing. That's all the game I use, so I don't really get this.

Exactly, exactly my point got hung up on a girl (stupid, i know) and game wasn't working, or more accurately my game wasn't working, thought about not negging anymore no teasing, no FTC. but i remembered i can't help but notice IOIs, analyse body language, know when it's on. it's impossible to give up. so i didn't this happened quite a few months ago been meaning to write it up for a while, just saying there's a point of no return with this choice, i had reached it, and thinking about going back was strange feeling.

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