The way I see it the world is my playground. I do what, when I want, how I want to do it. Many people might read this and shrug it off, but the wise ones will find much wisdom in these words. I have been trying to see what sets apart my amazing interactions from my mediocre ones. I looked at all of them. All the crazy blowouts. All the crazy nights, and even a few crazy women. For all of them that I really feel good about there is one common theme, self amusement.

I think shit tests? Why are all these guys asking me about shit tests? Wth are they? Because they are a joke to me. They are just a girl attempting to blow me out or effect me in some way, but when her little tests make me giggle on the inside how are they supposed to effect me at all? I love women a lot of the times because they amuse me. All their complexities and nuances will keep me entertained for years to come. That's why I am somewhat against routines. Sure they can be helpful, but are they entertaining you or are they entertaining her? I am totally capable to entertain myself without her, but I am inviting her into my little bubble of happiness. She can stay or go, whatever she does I'm amused by it. It's cute. Nearly everything a girl does is cute to me. I love it. Everyone needs to start having more fun it's the best way to be a fun person to be around. One of the best ways to start doing that is to let stuff that would normally be a problem instead amuse you. Then you can constantly remain in that relaxed state that will get you laid.

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I had this attitude for a while. Just a general amusement at things people do or say. It passed, though.