The one we all say we won't.
The one I've seen PUAs, much better than myself, fall into.
I've fallen in, and dug myself deeper, and had dirt tossed in on top of me.


I stepped out of the game for a girl. Mistake Number 1.
I didn't maintain my game. Mistake Number 2
I trusted the girl in my AFC state. Mistake Number 3.
There's the hole.

Sororities. Greek Life.
Close Quarters.
Past encounters.
"Friends"
The hole gets deeper.

I left my family, and didn't keep in touch.
I went to college, and learned.
I came back to my family, and observed.
Alcohol. Marijuana. Cocaine.....................Heroin
I was so nieve. I now know the meaning of bliss in ignorance.
There's the dirt.



I can't deal with the people who were in my life before. On top of that, I'm back to my AFC state. But now its like going back to cafeteria meat after having had Kobe Beef. I know what's out there, but I don't know how to get it.

My social circle is now next to non-existent. I don't feel I can attend the places I used to frequent, but I don't know where else to go. I feel like I'm new to the game, with an empty phone book, and not a clue as to what to do.

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Mimicking an artist never leads to true success... However becoming an artist mimicked is true success

Honestly... I can't relate.

But:

1.

2. Make new friends/social circle.
3. Leave old life behind.

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I'm a winner - I am going to win.