| I am in moral debacle, and I hope I find more experienced gents who were in similar situation and know already the answer.
Let me give you a quick snapshot. I had have not know the game before 5 years ago. Then I got few books, read stuff online, went to clubs, and sarge in college as well. Of course, I improved, and got few girls and then LTR with a HB8 who was sufficient for me because I focused a lot on my career. Meanwhile, I think I improved even more, and I heavily hooked that girl on me. She trusts me and says that even if I break up with her, see knows that I will tell her and not cheat on her...
However, I miss sarging and that rush when I see the opportunity for the HB9 or HB10, you know those few girls that even do not put make up and wear average clothes and still look f'ing HOT. The farthest I can go is some kino or n-close without breaking the trust of my 3-year partner. Right now, I just use it to build my social circles, but I cannot milk it down.
My partner would be the person who I like to be with in 5 to 10 year, a lady who I would like to have kids, and a person who I can rely on when shit goes wrong. But damn, I miss that rush that is why I am back looking up this subject. Anybody had a LTR and sarge at the same time? I just can't choose which one is more important to me, and I want both.
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