Ok so my Summer love is back after 4 months and I've organised 3 dates with a Rock Chick this week! me and the summer girl made such a big connection in just 3 days in july but a month ago I just decided to move on! now she's back here till june. I mean when I seen her I just froze.
How do I choose?
Do I just start from scratch with Summer or Do I just go with the flow and see what happens?
all Questions welcome my Heads a mess
Thank for Reading

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I think that every successful man should have 3 women at his funeral. One that's crying, one that's smiling and one that's buying things on her laptop with his will.

This week I faced the biggest challenge of my life, and then I mean the biggest moral challenge.

I was building a steady relationship with a girl I´m really in love with. The dream girl.

Then next to that I slipped out late at night to have meetings with another girl that I have been flirting with and who is definitely into me.

I even invited special girl to my parents house and she was glad to come. Yesterday night I met up with the other girl and we kissed like crazy. I went there knowing that I could put a stop to it, that it could cost me everything I hold dear. But I did not. I realized what I was doing even as her tongue slipped through my lips and I sucked her in.

Today I had lunch with my dreamgirl. We sat down at a park and watched the birds, heard the rustling of the leaves as the chilly sun shone brightly over the water´s surface. We chatted a little bit, musing on what we could do for the rest of the week. Held hands. Nothing big.

Then I got back to office. Within 15 minutes there was an email saying she felt guilty about breaking up with her ex boyfriend, and that she had moved too fast with me, that she did not want to spend the nights anymore in the way that we got used to. It was like a stone fell on my heart when I read this.

But . . . I have a neck massage planned - at my room - with the other girl. Had it booked since Friday. I already texted her just now that I´m not gonna hold back, and she texted back it was certainly promising.

Lesson: Fuck purity of emotion. Fuck sincerety. Live Epically and transcend the Christian morality of the one love.

I would have been so, utterly, incredibly, devastatingly emotionally ruined had I not a girl to fall back on tonight. I will cry in her arms but she will not know why. But she will embrace me, love me, comfort me, and I will not be alone. I will love her with all my passion, perhaps not because we share a soul, but because she deserves it.