Today was my first day back to school at a local community college. I've been somewhere in between nervous and excited about it for the last week. I spent the last seven months developing myself. I'm more confident, social, and outgoing than I have ever been before. Even with this new found confidence I wasn't sure what to expect coming in.

Normally when I get confident I get cocky. In skateboarding that's when I get hurt, in climbing that's where I fall, and in Halo I start to get sloppy and die. The entire drive to school I started doubting myself. I was imagining all the ways that my AA could bubble back to the surface.

Last semester I had read "The Game." Which opened my eyes for sure. It also put me up in my head. I started thinking MM was the end all. I was looking for IOIs and trying to come up with the "perfect opener." I avoided normal conversations and women were these monuments that overshadowed me. I will admit that opinion openers did help me get more comfortable in my approach.

After about 2 months I threw away all my canned material and started experimenting a bit to see what would work for me.As it turns out, I never noticed, but I'm a bit of a natural. My LSE AFC mindset stopped me from seeing that.

The biggest problem was my approach. I just didn't have the self esteem to approach strangers. After that I just needed minor tweaks to my kino, connection, and sexual escalation. I never considered the value I could offer. It was also tough for me to express interest. Another problem was that I was raised with strong christian morals. So, I couldn't imagine anything but monogamy.

I was on campus today from 9 am to 5pm. As soon as I stepped out of my car there was a girl walking by. We chatted all the way to my class. My entire day was like that. Zero hesitation. The first girl that appealed to me was going to get chatted up.

The only time I was out of set other than the four hours I was in class was to print my syllabuses, throw a Frisbee, and play some guy's guitar in the main courtyard on campus. I sang as loud as I could while playing the guitar to try and challenge my social phobia even further.

I got four numbers today. Which is a new record for me in a single outing. I rarely go for numbers if I don't feel they are solid. Each of these I felt a good connection. So we'll see where these go.

I only see this going uphill from here.

Since you got balls to talk to strangers you should quit MM and try something more ballsy like 60yoc.

I dropped MM three months ago. It was much too fake for me.

I've heard a lot of talk about this 60yoc. What is it?

You should read it its free on Google.

Its very good, its about having balls to escalate quickly.
Its very good everyone likes it.