I never would have believed the game would change me so much. I know I read about it in the book "The Game", but I guess I assumed it would never happen to me. However, I've seen all the tell tell signs. The game is actually starting to consume me. This shit is addictive. The more you do it, the better it feels and the more you want to do it. It changes you too. I used to be a really nice guy. Hence why I didn't pick up women. Well after my x broke up with me I was determined to change. I am far from a master by any means, but I am starting to do quite well. I decided since my x played head games with me, i'd do it back. By using boyfriend destroyer I actually managed to break her up with 2 boyfriends. Then I started using the game on her. I basically negged the hell out of her and made her think I no longer wanted her. This drove her crazy. Then I showed more interest to her friends than her. The next part is when I realized how much I have changed. She got ahold of me on the phone. She sounded like she had been crying. Then she confessed how she still loved me and still wants to be with me. It made me feel like real shit. I actually enjoyed the karma that came back to her. That had been me a year ago. This is where I ask for the community's help. I wouldn't mind going back with her, but that destroys everything I have worked for. This shows I am still an AFC. And if I take her back she will realize this and most likely do it again. However, if I don't it crushes her and I basically have thrown out my sense of morals all together. I would have basically did all of this for sheer entertainment. Any suggestions?

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Its not the words you speak, but the conviction of your actions. And with this said know that I am the prize.

Never be mislead by the seductiveness of the game itself. If you're certain it is the idea of game that is throwing your morals off balance, you are doing something very wrong.

Picking up girls does not require a set of bad ethics. That's a ridiculous thing to think. Nor does it require acting like an asshole to women. Nothing in my picture of an excellent pick-up artist should make a girl cry.

In short, there is nothing stopping you from keeping your ethics and being a successful pick-up artist.

Good luck.

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Jason D at The Game . Net

It's not the game that may make her feel this way. Its the fact I may be rejecting her. Nothing has been done yet. I am just in a moral situation. I don't know what path to go. Is there any easy way out of this? A way that won't make me an AFC again, yet not reduce my moral standards.

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Its not the words you speak, but the conviction of your actions. And with this said know that I am the prize.