Lol...im not lost in the slightest my friend. Any egoic mindset IS bullshit. If you believe yourself to be a self...you are lost. That's fine, most people only identify with their sense of self. I have experienced "no-self", mu, "no-thing"ness. If anyone else has seen their true infinity, you will realize that all ideas of self are illusory. Don't worry tho, their are no words to describe what im talking about n u either know or don't. If it resonates, great. If not, you are the norm. As such, create n be what you will, n if you stop enjoying it, destroy n create anew. If you don't get it yet, I really am not concerned. If you read my posts in this thread n u understand, then go my children n create whatever you will desires.

Elaborate masks for all occasions, anything you would will yourself to be, you shall. Then take off all the masks, and see what's inside!