Note: I asked Kasabi to be my coach, he has yet to respond. If he says no, then I'm going to look like a fool! lol

Me:
I'm an AFC.

Background:
Had 2 girlfriends. Smashed once. I get perceived as a player by my female friends. This is because of 2 reasons.

1) I had a male friend that told everyone how I broke up with my girlfriend right after smashing her.

2) I'm social with my campus social circle, and the women that consist in it. (When I'm there) I don't live on-campus, so they can only see me so much. I think it works better for me. Makes me look like I'm not always available, but even in reality, I'm not. Ever since I went to college, I just had a lot more female friends. It's nice. Generally my female friends are decent looking women, no jaw droppers unfortunately.

Goals:
I want to get pussy. Not just pussy, but fine pussy, and a lot of it. Do I want a relationship? I feel like if a girl gives me pussy, I would want a relationship. However, I'm pretty sure that's just me being AFC. (Because I've only smashed once in my life, therefore, pussy is a scarce resource for me) So in reality, keeping the AFC thinking aside, I think I don't want a relationship and want pussy. If I had to pick between have several hot fuck buddies, or having a hot girlfriend, THEN YES, I'd choose the several hot fuck buddies. So yes, scratch the girlfriend part out.

Obstacles:
I live with my parents. Therefore, I follow their rules. If they don't want me to go out at night, then I'm not going out. On average, I go out once a week, at night. They want me to focus on my studies and stuff, and my grades could be better, so I don't blame them.

Day 1:
Went to campus. Flirted with a chick that made my sandwich at subway. Hit up the legs at the gym. Tonight me and my buddies are going to go out, hopefully. I'll edit this post to let you know how the night goes.

The benefit of a journal is mostly self reflection. Secondly, you'll get some ideas and words of encouragement from other members.

So you have a goal. Consider writing down what you perceive to be your strengths (as it pertains to your goal) as well as your weaknesses. If living with your folks was your only obstacle, all you'd need to do is move out. I'm sure there are other things you feel you need to work on.

Also . . . to you young kids . . . what exactly is a 'playa'? How can a near-virgin be a 'playa' any how? Since I'm not really understanding this classification, explain to me how the girls in your social class treat you/perceive you.

Day 1 Continued:
So I went out last night. Opened around 10 chicks. I didn't close, period. However, I did open chicks, so that's a start. I was sick a bit last night, had a sore throat, and I didn't feel that spark I sometimes get - Where I just want to have fun and not give a fuck. Out of those 10 chicks, I had that really good spark with one of them. And that 1 responded the best. I noticed that when I'm having fun, the way I communicate non-verbally forces IOI's. What I did was walk up to this HB7 and started speaking my language to her. I told her hi. I want to fuck you. Are you going to let me hit that? All in my language, and obviously she didn't understand. She was laughing, I took her hand and spinned her. I think I could've got the kiss close if I spun her towards me, but I just spun her and unwound her. A cock block came and took her hand and I just went dead-pan and looked at him and said, "cock block.... cock block... cock block" And she was responding very well to it. Laughing it up.

Another chick that also grabbed my attention that night was a model. She was chatting with my buddy. I pretty much mirrored her, she wasn't smiling so I wasn't smiling either. (She seemed pretty alpha) I opened her up by asking her if she was a hand model because I over heard her. We chatted up for a few minutes, then I mentioned how I got scouted, in the mall, by a modelling company. She went on and on giving me advice about modelling... I didn't hit on her at all, just a regular conversation. It's funny because within 5 minutes, her boyfriend was trying to pull her away from me because she was literally in my face giving me advice about modelling, blablabla. I probably used some 60YOC here, just kinda dead-panning her while she was giving me advice. I feel like I could have number closed her. Saying some BS like, "You seem like you know a lot about this business. here, put your number in my phone.. You can be my female model advisor". Or something...

There was this other HB6 who I decided to open, for the sake of opening. I introduced myself. I teased her on something... I noticed something on her wrist, then we started talking about that. She asked my age, and for some reason I felt like not telling the truth. (I don't know why I do this) I told her I was 32, she called me out on it. "No you're not. Why would you say you're 32, women don't dig older guys". I treated this as a shit test. I responded, "why not?". She replied with something, I forgot. Then I said what if he had money, blablabla. She said, "well yeah, if he had money." I called her out on being a gold digger. She said something. I said, "what about hugh hefner", blablabla. Then she looked at her friend who was standing by the door and asked her, "Let me know when you're leaving." So I knew that I should dip before she does, so I do.

So yeah, those we're the 3 that stood out. So what I've learned is that I need to have fun. I need to try to force IOI's from chicks, because gaming is a lot faster/easier. With hotties who are just sitting there, not having a good time it seems, I should mirror them. I think MM is useful here, wait tell she shows IOI's first.

Strengths
I'm decent looking. Uhh...I have my own car. My inner game is strong.

Weaknesses:
Living with my parents. Finding and releasing my inner game from the start. Not just with women I'm already comfortable with. Closing. AA.

They think I'm a playa because of.... assumptions I guess. Because my jackass friend tells the whole campus, "Yeah, you know Kobe. He fucked his girlfriend then broke up with her right afterwards. Hahaha". Then this one girl said that I'm such a dick and a man whore.... Then she started telling other girls that I'm a man whore. (Even though I've had sex once) I specifically told her no I'm not, but they don't believe me. They see me with women, flirting, etc... but I'm not a man whore. I guess if a girl tells another girl that so and so is a man-whore, it's legit. Even when I brought my female friend, who goes to a completely different campus, to chill with me at campus... she thought i was a man whore! She sent me a text saying, "Btw, being a man whore is not attractive". I was like "WTF! Why do you think I'm a man whore". And she said she over heard some girl calling me it. Rumors man... rumors