| This is a recap of my moment lately
Ok so when I was a freshman in HS this girl was a junior and seriously the prettiest girl in the whole school (I went to a huge military school filled with girls). Well needless to say I've always had a crush on this girl. I'm 25 now and she's 26. We recently connected on facebook and a month later messages me about how she had a dream with me in it and I had the "craziest blue eyes"(which im sure she saw in one of my pics or remembered from HS). Well if you ever see my eyes, they are bright bright blue. Anywayz after a while or so I give her my number on some comment. She texts me immediately (like quick enough to where I could remove my number from the public comment) and I've been texting her everyday from the moment she wakes up to the moment she goes to sleep (helping me have a real sleep schedule with my playboy millionaire lifestyle LOL xP).
Well, we hung out for the first time in forever @ Mardi Gras on march 5th (Mardi gras is like way huge where im from) and I acted like the strong silent type/shyguy around her and her friends but I laughed and showed I was interested in having a good time, so it worked out fine and she got comfortable with me. (glory note!) We both had our phone's out texting our friends to meet up and some Buddy Holly dork (You know, the hipster kids with the skinny jeans and black framed glasses) in his late 20s walks up with his buddy and 2 alright 4-5 type's and asks her to show him her boobs. She didnt notice it at first but she asked "what?" and I immediately realized what this was all about and (cuz she isn't that type of girl...yet) I shook my head and was all like "No" "Get out of here dude, what's wrong with you?" and he apologized a couple times and went on their way. She later told her friends that I "went off" on the guy for doing that and grabbed my arm and pulled herself into a protected position by me. Which shows more comfort.
Then last night, march 19, I met up with her and like 5 of her friends at a bar/club. Now this girl is a perfect 9.5/10 (only reason why I'm not giving her a perfect 10 is because no girl is perfect and it's only mental masturbation to think so) Her friends are cute like hb6/7 hb7 hb6 (These girls are hot I just have a strict scaling system) and I had brought a buddy of mine (natural) and met up with a buddy of mine (slickster, or what we refer to as PUA where im from). She ended up wearing what I told her to wear and fixed her hair the way I like it. Just looked sexy as hell. Mad kino all night, (enough to wear I smelled like her perfume) More comfortability the whole nine, she texts me as soon as they all left, and until she went to sleep at her girlfriends apartment.
Now this is where the going gets rough. The reasons why we can't meet up more often, and can't date, or let alone kiss (Cuz I definately don't need to be a PUA to get this girl she's so into me already) is because 2 years ago she had gotten ....married. Now I am not the type of guy to be a home wrecker, ive had F closes with married women(comes with the territory) but I would never think of breaking up a marriage. But obviously this guy isn't doing something right to have this girl, who is seriously fucking gorgeous (long natural brunette undyed hair, 5'1", 115 lbs, natural 34D's, dresses to impress, career oriented, way to nice to people ((I break faces for fun)) yadda yadda yadda) just text me all day and call and talk to me. She told me they haven't slept together since like the 20th of last month and when we talk she gets really sexual some times and it's frustrating cuz you would fuck her too. I know I should let this alone and go on my way (Since her husband is a cop X.X) but this is what's holding me back. Obviously she is missing something in her life, and she's just really really bored. AND this girl is the girl of my dreams (Been with alot of women, even some just as pretty as her and I know I should never say this but...there ya go).
Should I just keep it where it's at and see how it goes? OR??? See my dilemma??
Easier said than done.
I'm gonna have to write out how I make them fall in love so easy for this to make better sense. I'll do it on this post
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