Day 0:
Credit to AFC Daniel for the format of this Journal. 1-vt81510.html?postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0
Who am I?
When I was in third grade, I had my first crush. A cute blonde girl who I'd pick on at recess. I gave her daisies I picked from the other side of the fence. I put sand in her hair. I was her secret valentine, and I always sat next to her when I had the chance. Eventually I had enough playing around - I asked her out with a Santa Graham. Yes - one of my first and lames AFC moments happened when I was 7. Needless to say - I got picked on by those girls after that.
I'm
Sharplin. Lots of you have read my posts, I've been part of this community for a while. Basically, I've been running in circles for years. I've never had a girlfriend. You can count how many times I've kissed a girl on two hands. Sex? Are you kidding? No such luck. I'm stuck in my head all the time, and I don't know how to properly implement any strategy or technique of game. I am too absorbed in the theory and I am too afraid to actually practice what I learn. Hopefully with a journal and some commitment that will change.
Well, I'm here now, and I'm here to change. I've had enough. I'm mad as hell, and I'm not going to take it anymore.
What I learned:
- I'm still an
AFC, two years into the game
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I can't stick to one girl, even for a full night, before I find another that looks better
- I don't give my social life
enough priority
My short term goals:
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ask a girl to hang out by March 4th
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hook up with a girl by March 19th
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number close 3 girls by March 19th
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overcome AA by March 31st
My dreams (long-term goals):
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maintain a positive outlook and don't let emotions bring me down
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become comfortable with myself and my current situation, achieve a new level of confidence
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get a girlfriend that I truly like
I am going to update this journal everyday. Every morning I am going to have a new goal, and, well, I better have something to show for it by the end of the day.
CHAT