Went out sarging with one of the guys in my area tonight. We brought a bunch of pals with us. His natural buddy actually went home with one of the girls at the table we stole.

For me it was more of the usual. Opened a lot. Everyone liked me but I am fucking exactly 0 of them right now. 0 closes of any kind tonight which is a really new low score.

Good news is that our boy eyeball who is brand spanking new did a lot of opening tonight. He ended up getting way too drunk trying to cure his aa (against our advice).

I would write a more detailed and interesting post but to tell you through truth I am just disappointed in myself right now. Escalation is a definite sticking point for me. I need to get over the nerves. Wish I had the disposable income to hire style right now.

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You can't forget about me, stupid. Everywhere I go ima have my own theme music.

Okay so now that I am done being a bitch and feeling sorry for myself lol!

I realize the two HUUUUGGGEE mistakes I made last night. I never really chose a specific target and I never moved to isolate. In all honesty I never counted more than 1 ioi from any of my sets except 1. If I had chosen a target I could have gamed but in reality all I did was open open open and open. I am getting stuck in my comfort zone and I need to move out of it. Tonight is a new night!

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You can't forget about me, stupid. Everywhere I go ima have my own theme music.