i arrive to my friend`s birthday party at his apartment with another friend and not too many people around. after a while i get to know several people but none seem very interesting. i see 2 girls entering the bedroom so i go along and ask whats up. one was pretty hot but i found out she`s my friends gf so i back off. after bedroom i saw a cute girl in a boring 4 set who were all about to leave. i number closed here within 5 minutes, my fastest ever.

after a few hours i see 2 new girls having a chat in the couch. i open the one closer to me by commenting on what she`s wearing. we have a little chat about clothes and got her laughing. the dude who was talking to her before tries to interupt all the time. i manage to cut him out and continue with the girl. we have some fun together with the other girl on the couch (her best friend). the drunk guys were trying to hit on my girl but i manage to dismiss them easily. i start a role-play of us being former couple now divorced (credit to kata124 online game tactics) and have a little fun with that. soon we`re making out in the couch. we chat some more and in a few hours we though its time to leave. i decide to walk with her to her place (she slept at her sisters place). as i walk home i notice she left her camera to my pocket. i wonder if it was done on purpose.

next evening she texts if i want to meet up tomorrow. i meet her (hb9) and she thinks to hang out with her friend (the one from the party). we go to pick her up at her work and go to hb9 sisters apartment to hang out and smoke water pipe. after an hour we decide to go to a really nice bar close by where hb9 sis works. she gets us free drinks and a water pipe. hb9 always keeps very close by to me. until this point i`ve let them do the decisions and not take control myself. we leave the place and hb9 friend decides to go home. just the 2 of us now and she says she`ll walk me to her bus station. i now decide to finally take control and say i just walk with you to ur home like the other night. shes ok with that and i think of a reason why to enter the house with her. we talk about music and the ones she likes to dance to. as we approach the bulding i tell her we gonna go upstairs and dance. she says no way and lets me enter. she keeps telling me shes not gonna dance as she unlocks the door. until this point i havent kissed her yet this day and we`re finally private in her sisters apartment.

she looks at me and we sart kissing having all our clothes on. we leave our coats on the floor and i keep turning her on. i push her to the bedroom and she says "we`re not gonna do that". i say "dont worry about it, trust me". she pushes me back a bit so i back off and look at her. she says "are you sad now?" being really empathetic. thats a bit weird. i say "no". i keep saying "dont worry about it, it will be fine, trust me (adam lyons)". she doesnt let me get her shirt off so i say"i count from 5 to 1 and by any point u can say stop and i stop (adam lyons)". still its a struggle. i try a freeze out - back off and put the tv on. she looks me weirdly and jumps on me pretty soon. she now says she has a rush on her body but is ok with taking the shirt off and its barely noticable anyways. she says her sis is coming home any minute. we continue. she says she wants me very much but cannot do it here. i say i understand. she thinks of a way how we can spend some time next friday at her place.

next day she texts me i`ve been dirty. i find out that she has to wear a scarf now coz of the marks on her neck. she says its ok no worries. its 3rd girl who says that to me so i guess im being a bit too agressive.

what r ur thoughts on this, should have i pushed it further?

any thoughts are appreciated.


Kaala