Here it is.

I want to make a fun, exciting Journal of parts of my life. They will be here to reflect, improve and enjoy!



I chose mastery because it's cocky, it assumes Im a pro I feel like one(Even though I've only been laid once LOL)- I consistently get girls really horny, Im fucking awesome.

Im one of those really sexually aggressive, balls to the walls kind of guys. Not much of do you like me, it's more of when are we fucking and if it's not convenient for me than I don't fucking mind saying goodbye

I also want to aim towards mastery, maybe not an attainable goal, but one that helps me achieve a lot in life.

I have a lot to learn, I want to enjoy the experiences and post them. Both socially and in terms of success.

This is basically a continuation of my old journal with different goals but with FUN/happiness kept in mind.

I don't think that aspect of me will ever change

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I imagine a large open deck of the backyard. Wooden Exterior around a pool, soothing it's placement.

I imagine a Modern house behind, geometric but artsy. Cool soothing colors wash over the walls, the very large, open walls. Its a large house. My very own.

I imagine me overlooking the hill my den resides,to a large, spectacular view.

I imagine my facial expression in bliss, proud of the achievements up and till that point. I look forward to the next set of goals relaxed and at peace with self fulfillment.

I imagine myself in a suit, James Bond style. The suit fits my body tightly, showing off all the right assets.

My jacket billows in the breeze, it's a beautiful day.

Success has never been sweeter, women have never been more fun.

My vision of my future :]

Goals for 2013

To see this year to the best of my ability
- Just being happy and improving aspects of my life all round!
To have balance (focus+discipline-being able to hold a routine)
- Getting up a certain time every morning, meeting all of my workouts, drawing everyday, meeting all deadlines and not fucking around
Drawing(My passion)
- To improve a million times over in 2013
Keeping a social BALANCE
- girls are only fun, nothing more. Making new friends, but keeping life in perspective work+happiness>drawing>workouts>socializing
Making the MOST of Uni
- This shit only happens once, so putting myself out there is important


This list is something I will come back to time and time again, It's solid.

Expanding for short term goals

-Waking up everyday, never be late for class.
-Hit those workouts, never quit.
-Meet deadlines, don't fuck around with that shit.
-2 anatomy drawings every week, it's not much but its a start.


I'll improve my goals as I go along and make sure to put the entries from pickup and goals separately. Always improving and keeping the sexy smile!

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In terms of girls I have definitely been seeing them :]

I love the taste, smell and occasionally company from women, I know where the emotional boundaries lie between us.

Took my mate clubbing and to the strip club, was halarious!! My mate who recently got out of a really destructive relationship needed this. He had boobies up his face, kissing this stripper, me saying BBC every other sentence. Was an awesome night.

I also kissed like 3 girls :

My first taste of club dance floor game, was pretty fun I have to admit. I have a solid foundation to begin with but didn't have much of an idea how to approach.

I figured meh these girls are the same girls.

True to an extent LOL.

I open the first girl by trying to dance with her, my moves are terrible there but I have great rhythm at points. She dances, but with her friends. I then see them holding hands in the dance, thinking "oh okay, people must just do this as a normal thing." So I decided to join in lmao. She blatantly is like no. Im left wondering what the fuck just happened xD So I go up to another girl further down, but this time Im like fuck it I'll do the usual. So I rest my hand on her lower back and lean in to tell her shes hot(I had to shout it, my voice was half dead by the end of that night lol) it works. I see a reaction Im used to, the girl opens up to me and I get her to introduce her first friend, then her other friend starts shaking her ass on the wall?? LOL what the hell?? So I figure I must be in right? Noooo. I stand around doing this awkward dance, because I was just confused.

I see another girl and I put two and two together I'll explain afterwards(It was a trial and error, learning as I went along). This time I do the things that worked; put my hand on her lower back and tell her shes hot while leaning in. It works! We exchange physical touch and she tells me she has a bf, or married or something lol I reply by saying I have a gf, shes surprised for a second giving me that reaction shit lol

Her interest spikes afterward, I then proceed to ask her for a kiss. She's REALLY enjoying me at this point. note: her friends are right infront of us. She slaps me with kisses (literally lol) Its a mixture between karate and affection, that would describe it quite well.

After awhile Im like hmm what now? I think I protected my ego, I should of burned my options to the ground instead leaving when I did, only thing I regret at that point.

The next girl was sitting down, perfect target. I come real strong right off the bat, fully fledged, confident. My hands on her legs, physical spaces completely ignored, I do all the above with an exception of me constantly escalating. She gives me no's with a smile on her face, I constantly respond real solid with no reaction continuing the assault, we kiss.

My friend told me at a point it looked like we were going to have sex, he didn't want to talk to any girls lol

Truthfully, we most definitely could have had sex. I also got one girls number for fun on the way back to my mates car.

The way things went above is that I found out how the system works, I know how girls minds work so I saw after awhile the basic problems

-Girls short attention span
-Friends

Thats really it. I found by rapidly pushing the interaction physically and sexually, it turned the girls on, kept the interaction going. Simple as that!

That night was awesome, I hope my mate becomes awesome too! I know he will in time.

Now onto University girls :]

I learned how having girls that are friends are a huge impact towards success in social groups with hotter girls! I got a number off a girl in 30 secs, impressed the shit out of this dude lol. Got rejected like maybe 10 times but smooth as fuck (went in with my mate, he was super impressed too) The sexual vibeee so hilarious that I put out. . . it's so potent :]

I expand more on that another time, too busy actually enjoying University at the moment. No sleep, plenty of awesome projects, deadlines and new experiences.

These years are going to Rule.

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yes you did couple of things right and couple wrong like no getting hints, anyways, follow some of my stuff so you can learn proper club game...

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Learn the proper way to maximize your results in a dancefloor/club environment, check out my blog and youtube channel:
http://www.dancefloorseduction.com

Dancefloor/Club game youtube channel:
http://www.youtube.com/dancefloorseduction

Thanks bro, checked out your blog. I'll try out some of your dancing techniques next time Im out

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Just read over some old posts and listened to a simple pickup podcast were they talked about younger girls, specifically 18-21 and how girls 24+ Are usually much more sexually open.

It got me thinking to the times where I had actually got girls out for dates and that sort of thing. It seemed that the girls where things naturally flowed or there was some sort of connection had the girl sticking around for a bit. Interesting. . . A whole bunch of old PUA concepts come to mind like "attraction has an expiration date" "The game is played in comfort". Very, very interesting.

On another note, girls often texted back after different types of interactions, all ranging, which now makes me question this PUA business.

For instance me getting a girl to almost have sex with me in a couple of hours, I don't recall too much of a connection, but I do remember a lot of comfort and a strong attraction. Other factors like "invesment" came into play.(This girl was quite young)

You could argue that just finding that base of comfort and getting her sexually aroused then navigating those anti-slut type deals or any other objections "shit tests" with a general persistence is all that is needed.

But so many methods come from so many different places and people. Maybe this is redundant and has been elaborated on millions of times before.

But I feel that once you find a system pickup theoretically really becomes stupid, you will get laid easy. You will more than likely find girls that are either attracted(And you know how to go from there) or you will find girls that are not and discard them.

I guess the real common denominator of actual success is putting yourself out there and actually doing the shit, being able to find that system that works well for you and consistently using it to get laid.

Confidence and pushing things over the top would be a huge bonus, I am lucky to have both.

Then there's the part of actual Game vs who you are. Im glad I made the decision to just be myself and improve on that, letting girls be my fun.

Maybe thats why pickup became something some PUAs couldn't handle after awhile. They used just game and it consumed them emotionally, unable to actually enjoy their exploits due to them being scripted. Once they got sex consistently they realized it wasn't what they were actually looking for, everyone appreciates orgasms but it won't fulfill nobody forever.

Theres also the long term aspect of getting girls and how the growth and development relates. Guys who usually get good quick use more scripted methods or already have the social criteria, "inner game" shit down.

So the outcome that seems the best and the way most people are going is "being yourself" which is used so much is a cliche.

Developing that solid structure within=More confidence; more going out> System is established

Also to note that people "escalate" at different rates and that usually is the main difference between methods, enviroments and girls.

Jeeezzz I went on a hell of a tangent LOL. Procrastinating before legs

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I neeeeedd to update this baby! I will soon, theres a couple of approaches/girls/thoughts worth mentioning.

I neeeeeeedddddd to quit porn.

Yet, again.

This time forever. Just watched this youtube video with this geeky dude giving a very real explanation of the consequences. FUck. That.

Lets start off with the week as a goal, I need to be the best me I can't have some stupid addiction holding me back

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So far so good haven't masturbated since. Can't really say I notice the change this time.

Except Im productive as shit.

Lately I have been getting into text game. I have done tones of Getting girls/balls to the walls randomness and still do some regulary every Saturday. Texting is beast, should of learned to use this sooner

Girl who's number I got awhile ago:
Me:Hey hey:] you still alive
Her:Sorry who is this?
Me:It's that guy who asked for ur number
Her:Oh! From ****?
Me:Yup! How u been?
Her:Oh hey!! Lol txt me 6 weeks later. Im good thanks :] wbu?
Me:Lol sorry chickened out. Good and u?:)
Her:Algud. Im watching big booty bitches
Me:Cool. Is that a porn?
Her:Um no. Have you seen the music video on youtube?
Me:Nope! Whats it abou
Her:A black guy singing about big booty bitches
Me:Sounds legit. Whats ur schedule like
Her:For?...
Me:...this week? So I can arrange to see u lol
Her:Oh! um it sthe same mon-fri i have lunch 12.30 to 1.30 and i work turs-sun :]
Me:Okay monday after uni it is! Don't Don't forget to bring ur smile:]
Her:Lolok :]

God I arranged to meet this girl at the bar...I have no idea why I asked for her number lol (Shes pretty gross) I enjoyed the process though, I'll probably end up keeping her as a friend.

Texting actually seems low risk now. But you have to already have the girls interested it seems.

I texted like probably a good 15 with only like 5-6 giving me stuff to work with. Sheesh lol

Another example:

Me:We need to hug and makeup:[ on the bus we met thinking about ur face
Her:I didnt no we were fighting:]
Me:So that blue eye u gave me was love?
Her:What are u talking bout?
Me:Just kidding. .how u been?
Her:Pretty good. Working heaps wbu?
Me:Facebook games all day. Busy with uni
Her:Lol sounds like a mean life. Oh cool. Hows that going?
Me:I meant ur job lol did u change? it's awesome
Her:Lol not fb games more tetris lol... Oh thats good. When did u start back??
Me:Did u beat the no life guy lol. Got back Feb, moved aswell
Her:No life Guy?? Oh cool. Wea did u move too
Me:The one u said u had trouble beating lol n *******

Me:Short memory much...Close to town
Me:Yea it has:[ whats ur schedule like

(Bit of a muddle up, some messages deleted/lost)

Me: So next Saturday, round 2? :p
Her:Um well it makes it a bit awks coz i have a bf bt if u wana hang out i cant on sat coz im already doing smthng sorry
Me:Ew relationships.. That is allgood grats. It would never hav worked out between us anyway:)
Her:Lol we can still hang out if u wana. Hahaha yea whys that? Im super awesome and ur not??? Lol
Me:Lol ok how about next of next Sat? Haha cute. I hate to say it but its u not me
Her:umm ill see coz of work. u got school tomrw? So it is coz im super awesome lol
Me:yea, pretty busy mon-thurs. Friday? lol suuuuuurrrreeee. Super special maybe:)
Her:oh ok umm ill se when im working friday. Lol u sounds like my mum. Before i use to think she was just saying im special coz im her daughter bt now that u said it i actually think it might be true !!
Me: K make sure to let me know. Ooooo whats your mum look like? LOL jokes. Kinda busy but was nice catchin up with u. Gnite x
Her:I will. Eww my mum. Yea it was:) Good night

This one is pretty keen. Lets hope her interest doesn't die out. Friday is a few days away. Also the shit she attempted to give me was a little weak lol, we'll see how this turns out.

One other I guess. Still working on this one. Met her a quite awhile back (Brazillian Graphic Designer in my other journal)
Me:Happy one year anniversary:] How u been?
Her:Hahahhaa happ anniversary darls! HAhahahaha I have been pretty good. Yourself?
Me:I've been pretty good too haha. We need to celebrate it! Whats ur schedule like

Some texts lost her here too

Me:Nope, doin a degree now, are u still workin haha Cute... I have always found u yummy but we are different
Her:How old are are u anyways? 18? I'm working and studying ^.^ Nothing against studying I was just wondering, really
Me:Haha ur still full of shit lol..Im 19,20 in **, u? You must have lots of free time
Her:Still full of shit. Wow how nice of u!
Me:Ur welcome LOL. I didn't mean it like that. U know I have nothing but love for u
Her:Hahaha u r good at this.
Me:Girls r my specialty. Speaking of you being full of things, how was ur day?
Her:Oh are they? It was pretty good. I came back from a trip with my best friend it was pretty cool so a bit tired from that. What about urs?
Me:You have no idea lol. Sounds cool, you hav fun? Just had class n we hit up the bar.

That ones still to be continued but god damn she shit tests a lot. Also she does have a bf like the second chick. The texting is fun with this one, suppppeeeerr exhilarating taking risks. She almost got me there up top lol

Overall Im making progress I feel. Good to be taking steps atleast! Texting is that one part of game that I haven't gotten too sexual in....Yet

Anyway I have some other things I would probably like to get through too. But with Uni, Friends and actually meeting these girls and soon I may be getting a job it's quite tough! 5:38 am right now.

Well I should mention this girl I met in the suburbs, ended up taking her to a hotel in town. (No it was to her friends ya pervs lol. I would of fucked her given the chance though!) She was 17 but I was quite attracted. Also surprisingly with a bf...Not really surprising almost all attractive girls have em. This is one of those "you can write a book about interactions." We spent a lot of time together, gay but somewhat special.

Also this really embarrassing one LOL. I never get embarrassed. Like. Never. But this was halarious. So theres this chick accross the road, I go to her spit the usual. She loves me from the moment I start taking. We kiss at the lights, shit is getting sexual. Also she happens to have a bf(Surprise?...) She gives me her number...But heres where things go terrible lol..I decide to cross the road on a red light then show the finger to 2 bbbeeeeeping cars and then once crossing the street. Decide to jog all the way to mcdonalds and into the toilet. HOLY. FUCK. LOL. I just pissed and hoped she was gone by the time I came out, there was no moping. But god damn haven't felt that embarrassed in ages. Even the week before when I blatantly mentioned anal infront of this girls friend (enjoyed that and her friends jaw was on the floor)

She has yet to reply to any of my texts lol.

Im still having a shit ton of fun, working hard and aiming to improve myself a million times over with the things that Im currently doing

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I feel I actually should report on this Saturdays fun.

it has been awhile(Well a week as usual) Since I do full street pickup. Which can be a very large amount of fun, but I noticed recently since nobodies actually pointing chicks out for me, or me doing the balls to the walls randomness I have started aiming straight for sex.

I did about 12-15 approaches.

4 Numbers, 2 replies on the night. 1 seems quite keen, the others are all up in the air lol.

things to note.

The girl that was the most interested in me:
+When I took control of her reality, plus got her to move with me(When a girl moves with you, or agrees to move with you I think thats a very strong sign of invesment)
+The bod language of *crossed legs* She was hooked.

The girl that replied besides the first:
+Compliance, I hugged twice, held hangs, maintained strong eye contact
+handled objections very well

The pickup stuff is so true lol. The more a girl puts in the more she keeps putting in! It seems I have huge balls when it comes to saying sexual shit, but actually doing sexual shit...This area has much to be improved on. Also to note lifting the objections while still touching should be the idea.

I could touch and justify, I have been watching a lot of Jutin Waynes Pickups. He is easily one of the best, he doesn't seem to be as talked about as some other PUAs. Honestly is it to do with his race?? But either way he is fucking incredible, his method is spot on for daygame.

I have 2 dates this week, one seems like she might flake(Its a second date, this one could turn into a lay report, we'll see...The sexual texting that happened here was pretty hilarious- I will post it either way after the day passes if we go on the "hang out" or not).

Also to mention I am on holiday LOL. So Im in fuck mode!

And also to mention is the interactions with my classmates and myself. Im sexual 24/7 I think girls sniff my vibe out and come for enjoyment. There have been flirty passes with pretty much EVERY attractive girl in my class lol.

In terms of goals, I have not missed a day of uni. Not even one. I pushed really hard on many of my days to create unique and awesome works of graphic design. Im not giving up and Im going hard this entire year.

Also to add to my goals: every Saturday do some Aim for the crotch fishing fun for atleast an hour!

Im still on course, but I do feel alittle more matured for some reason...And as always happiness is everything

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Theres so much that has transpired recently, especially during this past holiday.

Parts of my game I've learned how to improve and actually get on the path towards REAL results!

I've had a couple dips, where my faith was tested, moments where all seems to go down. These moments define your faith in your reality and how you have to fight sometimes to maintain it. It's so incredibly worth it.

I was supposed to report the texting that contained the sexting! It now also contains a nude picture of me LOL. Then I should probably get into how I actually used a method, something I would never have thought to use before. I was always just balls to the walls! Great fun, not really a results type of thing.

The method is still underway, but it's giving me results pretty much already. Only difference is getting girls on a emotional basis and the challenges that come from that kind of connection!

I suppose I could write a lay report, but it's come to the point where I would almost feel disrespectful if I did.

I love life, love my myself and Im growing into more of a man everyday, still jolly as fuck.

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Haven't posted in quite a while!

What have I been doing? Getting more amazing, moving towards my goals little by little everyday:

-To see this year to my ability(Oh fucking yes. Got a sweet B, now aiming for and A this semester)

-Balance(Im improving all the time. Going to dedicate at least an hour minimum a day for homework(More on days when are due/off days etc)

-Girls are only Fun(Haha I'll elaborate on this on further down, but I have stayed true to this and I will for a very long time) Happiness always came first! Drawing was a bit out there(But moving to more of a hobby in my life) and working out all the time PROPS!(My body is starting to look amazing!)Socializing was a priority, but not first in line in terms of importance(I have done this in a balanced way, still improving socially, I love people)

There, the main goals of 2013.

-attendance was great, hardly missed a day, my work ethic was great
-working out, hell yea. BEAST
-anatomy drawings(I haven't found the time recently, this can be more of a hobby!)

Thats the sideline/short term goals.

Main goals for this semester INCLUDE!!!:

1)Getting a sweet A for my main class(Doesn't have to be an A+ and must be on Summative)
2)Balance, hour of homework everyday come on discipline, we got this!

Those are the new additions, goals are still in line!! FUCK YEA Improving Always.

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I feel great and further along the line down towards my goals. My vision is getting closer and closer, I feel a deep desire or even a hunger to achieve.

I do need to take a moment to enjoy, because I earned it. I did great and this journey is long one. Thats cool because Im a fighter and I enjoy a challenge!

Girls and self improvement go hand in hand and in terms of girls I have been seeing them:

The girl I was with was due very much to a romantic connection. I learnt so much while being with her and even though it was a period of maybe like 3-4 months that we shared together, it was a great learning experience. Honestly some of the moments were quite beautiful and times that I'll never forget(Not too sure how she would feel but I have a good feeling she feels the same). She was only visiting so we don't have forever and we never said goodbye. Maybe we still will.

But I understand the nature of social dynamics and attempting to reach out when she doesn't wouldn't work. The way to do it would be to know that I learnt so much and the time we had was special!

That was the closest I felt to someone in a long time, thank you sweet girl.

Now on to some actual Fishing, the kind were balls are thrown TO THE WAALLLLSS YEEeeeee!!!
I have learnt loads from this encounter and Im dying to use it on willing particpants!! Teehee.
So I will do some either this Saturday or Friday, get some fun, good ol times going. Im single baby yyyyeeee

Those girls will be more reported on in depth!

As always girls are only my fun. Love life, Love people, Working towards my goals with a smile!
Fuuuuccckkk Yeeeeeeaaa

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Its 3:35 am.

Holy. Fuck.
Great time tonight!! So good to get back in there! I was rusty as all hell, I got butterflies every time I approached

All in all I recovered in the end with some pretty darn sweet persistence.

I did about 6-7 approaches

I went indirect for some reason, it's really not my style lol. The girls I fed this shit to gave me hella shit as soon as they answered my "hey do you know where x street is" BS. It was funny looking back, missed these times.


The awesome thing too, I approached only girls that I would be interested in, it was balla. So I went through about 4 girls all realizing my true intentions after the first sentence then I was like: "Lets just do what always worked"

Yolo.
It was so nostalgic(ew at that word) but I felt like just back last year hunting some fresh meat, refreshing.

So I go direct and just tell girls they're hot, the first two gave me some resistance LOL. I got a very stern comeback which I replied with: is that the best you could come up with, she then attacked my pickup line(Which I pointed out, was hilarious). Basically it was all in good fun, I was just like "Okay Im just getting back in, I think Im gona leave" She immediately changed her tune, saying it was nice to meet me.

Yea she wished I would of been around more. her friend was smiles the whole way through!

The last girl, who turned out to be in highschool(Legal I guess but barely) Was pretty damn hot, atleast I found her so. It was pretty damn romantic. We went around walking everywhere, (She was supposed to help me walk to this "party")

It was great, until I screwed up my frame and then I had to persist like crazy LOL. I never knew I could persist that much, but she basically tried to leave 4 times eventually resulting in us connecting, touching and me finally letting her go with some smooches and a pinky promise that we will hang out!

It was pretty damn fun, we'll see how this goes, maybe she doesn't contact me. Still a great time. The last interaction was about 2 hours overall so solid investment, romantically connected and all. But she is a bit of a party girl, so theres no telling! We will just have to see

It's great to be back in the game! Was out for so long.

My focus is still getting that A, I will get you....

Important also to get out and keep improving socially, Tonight was great! Now lets plan some for next Friday, Its gona be sweet chyea

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Love this man

Thanks man, hope it inspires you!

On to recent events.
This is more of a quick update, (I plan to be aiming for some crotches<Lady crotches> in the holiday while working).

Im progressing in life now, it's the test of "yea Ima go do that, so lets fucking do it!!" Im becoming more productive haven't masturbated in ages, no video games, work book full as fuck and still Aiming for that sweet A at the end of the semester.

New Goal
-Aim for a job (Get one for the holidays)

Tonight I plan to get some booty, I'll report on it later. LETS FUCKIN DO IT!!
I have thoughts, ideas and quite abit going on in life at the moment that I will talk about soon.

But for now lets get some.(Cut my own hair today) Always improving

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