Wow.

Two solid days on the interwebs and I have a much better idea of why I have been repelling women. I’m a tall, attractive, witty and charming…friend.
Great.
I know now, that pining over a woman that rejected me is dumb, it’s all in my head, I am my biggest enemy.
This post is not an attempt to win this chick back, but I honestly don’t know what the fuck happened and I would like to know, for future endeavors.

1st. AA stopped me from speaking to her the first time I saw her even though we had a connection
2nd The second time I saw her she came to me and struck up a conversation (I kinda left my balls in my other shorts)
3rd She initiated contact, she got my number (omg I was picked up)
4th In an attempt to avoid past mistakes I was always busy and never chatted to her often (this is pre-pua reading)
5th I started chatting to her too often (like I said, pre-pua)
6th I thought it was working, she was escalating to sexual convo and sending me pictures, not naughty ones, but she’d be “lying in bed in her pjs” etc etc
7th She tells me how much of a connection she has with me and how she can’t wait to lick my lips when she kisses me (her actual words)
8th We meet-up, lank spontaneous
9th We never kissed, cos we weren’t alone (at a friends house, I realize now this was a mistake)
10th I was getting great BL and IOI’s right up until she left. (I am able to read people pretty well)
Try to make plans again, boom she flakes. I manage to turn a no into a reluctant yes, but a yes nonetheless.
I thought I was getting good vibes, went for KC and “The subscriber you have dialed is not available" rejected, hard.
I knew she was kinda seeing someone, but she never mentioned him, plus since she initiated all the sexual shit I figured she doesn't really care about the dude anyway. Her excuse, they are gonna sort things out (my friend tells me it's fairly serious)

I don’t know what I did wrong. After she rejects me, SHE cries. What the actual fuck.

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